`my LifE StoRy...

NLB

2005-11-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Back again to update.

Alright, we're gonna have a class bbq again soon.
10th dec at east coast park.
Well, hopefully this time round thr'll be more ppl going.
Been really busy organising this bbq.
Once again, it's me and jasper we first started this bbq thing.
He asked me thru msn, "ehh, holidays wanna organise bbq again?"
So i replied, "Sure, deal la."
Hahaha.
Then i spread it around to huiyi, adelene and the rest of the class.
So we've been discussing quite alot these days.
Im much more organised this time round, i even have a microsoft doc on it.
Hahaha, containing, the ppl who are going, those not confirmed, their contact numbers, food to buy, materials, date time and venue, expenses.. the list goes on.
Hahaha.
Cos i dun wan it to end up like the last time, initally around 20 confirmed going, in the end? only 12 or 13 was present.
Felt really dissapointed and angry.
Alright, so i hope this 10th dec bbq can go well.

So, today.
I went out to bugis, national library with huiyi.
Our purpose thr was to do our holidays assignment.
And we did quite a number of them.
The national library was really huge, i mean really HUGE.
It's 14 or 15 storey high.
So we settle down on the 9th floor.
It has a really good view frm thr.
You can see suntec and esplanade.
The atmosphere is really quiet too.
You have to whisper to speak.
Those who are loud, i doubt u can tahan thr.
So, i decided to take a walk at the garden outside.
However, we didnt noe tht it's unauthorized.
So we went in, and couldnt came out.
Huiyi was like freaking out alrdy.
Hahaha, den one of the heroine staff came to 'rescue' us.
Hahaha, need those id tag to tap on the sensor before u can go out.
And that was really embarrasing.

Okay, after we're done at around 4.30.
We went off to meet eddie and wenbin's bro.
Den went to have dinner.
Had dinner, went to shop around.
Then we went to the arcade.
Played for awhile den we left.

Went to search for the bus stop which has the bus no. 66 tht we can reach bukit batok interchange.
So huiyi went off after tht.
Den me and eddie went off to gombak macdonald.
To see jasper's first day of work.
Also met jian ming and meng kian thr.
Chit chatted for awhile.
Jian ming passed us the Chicken Little stickers frm mac.
It's totally cute.
I've pasted them on my hp's cover.
I LOVE CHICKEN LITTLE.
It's so so so so so cute.
My computer's wallppr is chicken little, my hp's wallppr is also chicken little, my hp's cover is also chicken little.
Tee hee hee.
Alright, so after tht, me and eddie left first.

And then.........
IM HOME NOW LA.
Hahaha.
That's bout all.
Will be back to update again soon.

Ohh, before tht, some pics me and huiyi took. Enjoy ;)

In National Library's toilet.

In Bugis' toilet.

shopping

2005-11-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Okay, im back to update.
I wanna keep this blog alive.

Last 2 weeks, was in sch everyday for extra lessons, to prepare for N lvls.
We have 3 hours of lessons everyday.
An hour a subject.
Half an hour of break.
All lessons were kinda boring lahh, as usual.

But after lessons, were alright.
I played bball almost everyday after lessons last week.
Been quite sometime since i played bball after i got kicked out, or rather i quitted. Hahaa.
So i've been playing wif my classmates.
Sorta back to bball again. Guess i'll only play it fer fun.
Played for so many days, im like so super duper truper luper vuper tanned now lahh!
Im no longer yellow, im dark brown now.
No wonder, many thot ima malay.
Aku orang cina la.
HAHA.

Okay, i'll talk abt today.
Woke up at 11am today.
I took a nap at 1pm today.
It's like a 2 hour diffrence only.
WAHAHA.
I dunno why im so sleepy and sleep so much. =XX
Okay, so i woke up at around 3.
Den went out wif my family.
We went to look for a new sofa.
Cos the old one is like, so old?
LOL.
The leather has torn and has got a bad odour.
HAHA.
So we went to those furniture shop, huge one.
Finally got a new sofa.
A beidge one. A L-shaped one. A thousand plus one.
LOL.

After we got our sofa, went off to eat.
Went to have seafood, my fav!
Im so so full. BURRPP.
Plain day for me.

It's da holidays.
It's gonna be so so boring lahh.
Holidays are boring.

BYE BYE.

alive

2005-11-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS ALIVE!
MY BLOG IS ALIVE!
MY BLOG IS ALIVE!

Haha.
Yeah, jus changed the skin.
I'll update again tmrw.
Update as much as i can lahh.

BYE.

dream

2005-10-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Wanna noe a very interesting and unique dream tht i had?
Heh..

Here it goes,
It was late in the night.
I went out wif my usual group of frens.
Out to create trouble.
(i only remb, huiyi, jianming, jasper and eddie)
Okay, so we went to a shopping centre somewhr creepy and dark.
(the setting of my dream was kinda dark.)
So we walked around the shopping centre.
As usual, we created trouble.
Made fun of ppl and stuffs.
Den we came to level 1.
(the place kinda look like westmall - the open space outside breadtalk)
Okay, so thr was those kind of stall cart outside thr.
This shop we approached sells those painting stuffs.
Those kids usually play, whr thr's the pic, den u use the paint and put over it, den u heat it, and it becomes like those plastic.
Okay, so we sat around the stall, played wif the paintings.
Den we started making fun of the stall owner.
The stall owner was in her mid 20s and pretty looking.
So the guys started to make fun of her.
And we even attacked her.
Like beating her light.
Some how we attacked and provoked her lah.
So she was kinda like pissed and she walked away wifout a word.
By then, we knew something wasnt right.
So we waited awhile den we walked off.
So, half way thru.
We saw the lady, the stall owner again.

She wasnt alone.
Wif her were alot of ppl.
NOT normal ppl.
They look like those assasins frm comics.
Like those fierce assasins frm Elektra(the movie)
They were armed wif weapons, wif sharp swords.
They were wearing thick make-ups.
I remb clearly one of the assasins.
Her face was painted white, den she had thick mascara and eyeliner, red lipsticks.
Very scary looking.
She looks like a villian and very powerful.
Den thr's this guy, wif black lipstick, very fierce pair of eyes.
He kinda short and plump lah. =XX

So those grp of assasins approached us.
They kinda came for revenge.
They crowd around us and pushed us to one corner.
And they started questioning us, why we bullied their fren.
I remb i was behind my grp of frens, trying to catch up wif them.
Before i could catch up wif them, i was being captured by 2 muscular guys.
They grabbed my arms so tightly tht i was lifted off the ground.
They bought me to the other side.
They started attacking me.
They used they strongs muscular hands and hit my thighs.
Cos i tink i hit the lady, the stall owner's thigh, so they did the same thing back to me.
They lifted me in the air, and use the other hand tohit my thighs.
It was really painful.
The pain was unbearable.
I could feel it, even though it a dream.
And i was stuggling and screaming like hell.

My other frens were being attacked by them too.
So eddie was kinda like not happy.
Not happy of us being bullied by them.
Den he walked away and called his own gang down.....
........................
................................
.........................................

The end.

"RING RING RINGGGGGGGGGG"
My stupidd alarm clock rang.
Damn it.

WAHAHA.
how i wish i could have a season 2 dream.
Haha.
I wanna noe the ending lah.
I wanna see the assasins being killed.
I wanna see the gang fight.
I wanna noe if im crippled after the whole torture.

Wad a nice dream.
Wad a unique dream.
Wad a fantasy dream.
=XX

BBQ

2005-09-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

I'll update bout da class BBQ.
It all started by a conversation in class.
As jasper is seating behind me, i jus popped him a ques.
Asking him, "eh, jasper, holidays very boring, no programmes, want organise BBQ?".
Den he's like, "eh.. okay lor, deal lah".
Hahaha. Tht's how it all started.
Den ppl around us joined in.
And more and more ppl were in da conversation.
So, we fixed the date and venue for da bbq - 7th Sept at East Coast.

Hmm..
Been quite busy wif da class bbq these days.

On monday, 5th sept.
Went out wif jasper to get otahs and satays.
Satay, we bought at Clementi, one of the stalls in da hawker.
It tasted quite nice, not bad at all.
Otah, we bought at Alif, at gombak.
It's quite nice, very spicy.
Den booked out pit at AXS machine, Pit D-35.
Went over to mengkian's house to collect money frm him too.
Wahaha.
So went home after we got the necessary stuffs.

On tuesday, 6th sept.
Me, huiyi, jianming, jasper and tsuhaw went to buy da food.
Tsuhaw wasnt in our class actually.
We asked him along cos we're sorta short of cash.
Haha, feel kinda guilty, like using him like tht. =X
Okay, so we went to IMM, giant to get our food and items for da bbq.
Spent abt 60 bucks buying all da food and items.
As nadia's grandma will be helping us to cook bee hoon and help us marinate the chicken wings.
And my mum sponsered us wif Stingrays.
Hahaha.

On weds, 7th sept. - Our BBQ!
Been waiting so long for this day.
Haha.
Was sorta dissapointed by the no of ppl who went.
Pathetic 12 ppl frm our class.
Some culdnt make it last min, some culnt contact them.
There was, me, nadia & her bro, huiyi, sharifah, jocelyn, jieliang, jianming, jasper, roy, mengkian, pritpal, weijan & his dad.
14 ppl in total.
Hmm.. i wuld say it's not as fun as i expected.
Overall, it was alright lah.
The guys helped to set up da fire, while i helped to bbq da food.
The food bought was seriously too much.
Alot alot of left-overs.

After eating, the guys went to play soccer.
While me and huiyi went over to da beach for da scenery and food.
And also took photos.
Den after awhile, the guys decided to come over to disturb us.
They were horribly sick.
They actually put sand in our clothes and pants.
We both were screaming like hell.
It was really disgusting.
Was feeling so uneasy.
They threw da sand into my ear, mouth and eyes.
Very painful.
Gross.
Okay, after tht. They finally stopped playing wif it.
Den we went back to have some chat.
They decided to stay overnight at East Coast.
So i called my mum and asked i if i culd stay overnight.
First attempt, i failed, she doesnt allow me to.
So, was sorta dissapointed.
Second attempt, hoping she wuld let me stay, but i failed again.
Boo hoo.
Sorta quarrelled wif her on da phone also.
She say if i dun come home today, i dun need to come home forever.
Alamak, no choice den.
So we rented bike and cycle around.
Me and huiyi rented the 2 seater bike.
Damn, it's so hard to control.
Uses alot of energy and force to balance and start cycling.
I was seated infront, huiyi was behind.
So im control of the whole bike, if i fall, she'll fall too.
Was having butt cramps while trying to control da bike. =X
It was alrdy 10 plus when we rented the bike.
So cycled for an hour den left.
At around 11 plus,
My sis, benson and kaeharn came to fetch me.

Den we left for supper.
Opp mrt station.
Ate 'hum', stingrays and stuff.
Den chatted till bout 2 am den left home.

Had a very good sleep.
Frm 3am in da morning to 3pm the next day.
=X

Hmm.. i'll update the photos some other time.
Seeya.

teacher's day

2005-08-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

First of all,
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

I had an awesome day today.
Very fun indeed.

So went to class for makeup and stuff.
Make up done, we rushed to da gym.

The first performance, for the lower sec.
It was really nice.
Made a grp of new frens too.
And i found a sis, who looks like me.
WAHAHA, thr's resemblance.
Performance went good.
It was tiring. FUN!

Den took some rest.
Went back to class, den touch up on make up.
Den went off again for 2nd performance, for the upper sec.
I was really nervous by then.
Cause it's all da familar faces.
But everything was over, pass very quickly.

Den after sch.
Went to take photos wif Synthetical Sensation.
Synthetical Sensation - our dance grp name.
Nice isnt it? =X

Took alot of photos.
Den every left, went back to their pri sch.
For me, i went to dazhong instead of st. anthony's.
WAHAHA. =X
Felt really guilty.
Like betrayed my own pri sch.
I didnt want to go back, i have forgotten clean bout my pri sch days.
Not close wif my pri sch frens too.
So went to dazhong instead.
Wif, Jocelyn, Jianming, Jasper, Tsuhaw, MengKian, Benjamin.
Den at dazhong, met my frens too.
Sec sch frens.
Met Ati and muhammad too.
Ati's lil nephew is so so cute, adorable. Hehe..
They played bball and soccer, while i sun-tanned thr.
Cos i looked after their bags.

Den went to da canteen to play cards and chit chat.
After tht, xiaoqing and hafizah came.
Den watched some performance in da sch.
Den elton and sikai came.
Den we left to the void deck.

We got no idea whr to go.
So we stayed at the void deck and chit chat instead.
Den started breakdancing.
All pros breakdancing.
Learnt and took photos while they do the moves.
Those pics were really beautiful.
We all den joined in.
Had alot alot of fun. (see the enjoyment ltr wif pics)

Den Nadia called, saying she was bored.
So ask her down.
Was like damn happy cos i noe thr's sure gonna be fun.
Den we chit chatted and took photos.
Dumb photos.
After tht, faten and gang came.
Den we chit chatted for quite long.
And took lotsa photos again.
It was really fun.

So here are all da photos. ENJOY! (;

Sythetical Sensation, all dressed in black and white and all look beautiful.(that was b4 performance)

Sha sha, me, huiyi, nadia, balqis, ati and xiaoqing. (clockwise)

Nadia, me, huiyi, faten.

Heh.

We stood on da canteen table f.y.i.

The trio again, me, nadia and huiyi.

All looking up, nice middle finger thr.

Four of us.

I like this! hahaha.

Pray! All hail to synthetical sensation.

Nice pose isnt it. wif me, nadia, nadiah, huiyi, xiaoqing, faten, liana, lala.

Meng kian caught in toilet! wahaha.

The 3 machos, Jianming, Muhammad and Jasper. hahaha..

Nadia, xiaoqing and me at da void deck.

Jasper's headstand, hot bod eh? hahaha.

Jasper's one handstand. That's hot.

Jianming's handstand.

Wondering wad they're doing? They imitating how the pegions walk. LMAO! (tht's Jasper and Meng Kian)

My freeze.

Showing off our teeth. =D

I like this pic alot. Looks funny.
Advertisement for colgate. clean white teeth. =D

Me and nadia carrying da princess, siti nadia!

jasper's freeze salute.

Me and jolin, any resemblance? WAHAHA.

Titot! Ati's lil nephew. She's so so cute, her eyes are so huge and beautiful.

Us and titot.

Tinkie winky, dipsy, lala and po. Teletabbies!

Uh oh!

We saw something very terrifying!

Whatcha looking at, punk?

back

2005-08-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

Im back, to update, after weeks. =)

Been pretty busy these few weeks.
Had the common test week, and it's over now.
Ah, not gonna talk bout tht.

In sch..
Hmm.. everything seems normal.
Everyone's paying attention to lessons now alrdy.
No more play, final year's coming.
And so am i. =D

Something i wanna talk abt.
Okay, it's recently my thing to button all the way up for my uniform.
Okay, tht's my thing.
And for da hypocrite saying tht i cannot button all da way up.
Who said tht only da councilors in da sch can do tht.
Oh well, pls go and read da student diary.
Thr's no such rule.
This aint no-button-all-da-way-up rule aight?
Get this right.
It's part of da uniform, why cant i do it?
And morever, it's not against da sch rule.
Whatever lah.
>=(

Next.
Teacher's day performance.
Frens lack of chinese students in da dance, so they grabbed me and xiaoqing in.
Ah, u mus be thinking, Wad? angeline's dancing??
Hahaha, i noe, dancing is not my thing or forte.
Well, take it as a gift for da teachers, perform for them.
Heehhee.
So have been having practices and stuffs these few weeks.

So today, went to bugis wif huiyi to get the pants for da performace.
They wanted 3/4 black shorts/bermudas.
In the end, we got a knee-length black short/bermudas.
Hahaha.
Alamak, as long as it's black short.
Searched at bugis street and mall.
Finally got da pants at bugis street for 23 bucks.

The world is so small.
Met weina and jialing, whom were both shopping at bugis too.
Met xiao qing and her sjab frens at bugis, whom were shopping at bugis too.
Hahaha.

And once again, we took some dumb, not exactly dumb photos.
Hahaha.

Cleaning in progress. Becareful.

Go figure out wad's this. (;

Violaa, tht's all.
VIVE LA PUNK.

Damn.

2005-08-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA.
MUHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Today in class was so damn hilarious.
Damn damn so damn hilarious.

We actually played wif Pad.
Scantary pad, for girls having menses.
Or wad they call, mini-sized pampers.
LOL!

So the guys were curious how does a pad look.
So huiyi took out one for them to observe.
Slowly they took out the plastic and stuffs.
Everyone was getting 'high' as they were opening the pad.
At first the guys were kinda disgusting by the pad.
No one dared to touch it.
Den they jus opened it.
Worst thing was, either jasper or hannan actually paste it on the notice board.
LOL.
They didnt noe how to let it paste on the notice board initially, so i jus went foward and pull the ppr out, so it's sticky and will be able to be pasted on the board.
It was like so disgusting.
Everyone was laughing their ass out.
Some went to take red pen to draw on it.
They wanted it to look like blood.
But in the end they took pink highlighter and colour it.
It doesnt look like blood at all.

Because of the noise, teacher asked us to shutup and eventually, she saw the pad sticking on da board.
Everyone was like, "SHIT, SHIT".
HAHAHA.
So asked us to take it down quickly, no one dared to take it down.
So hannan took it down den started passing it around until it reached peiling's hands.
DEAD.

She actually took the pad and threw it down to da 2nd floor.
WTH.
HAHA.
Ppl below who saw it were like disgusted and moved away frm it.
HAHA.
Huiyi was scared teacher might find out, she went down to take it and threw it away.
HAHA.
Den it all ended.
Cant stop laughing bout tht.
=D

LAUGHTERS EVERYWHERE.
PEACE.

Childhood

2005-08-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

I LONG FOR MY HAPPY CHILDHOOD!
DAMN.
Wahaha.
Recently took out my childhood photos to browse through.
Scanned them in and decided to post it.
There are tons of it.
But chose only a few out of it.

Here are the photos, enjoy. (;

LOL. I dunno wad i was smiling to. This is wad i call, smiling frm ear to ear. HAHA.

My mum's habit, asking us to pose beside a vase wif flowers. LOL!

I've been playing wif this since young.

My toys, love that minnie mouse. =)

Me and Ronald Mcdonald.

AH! I must be enjoying that bath. My mouth is so wide opened.

Poo-oot, wahaha. i shit wif my pacifier. LOL.

Me and Grandpa. Sigh, i missed him ='(
I only spent my life wif him for a few years.
He's in Indonesia while im in Singapore.
Didnt get much chance to see him back then.
Weep.

Me and my harley davidson! WAHAHA.

Nice retro specs isnt it? WAHAHA. It's so 'in' these days.

I look so boyish when i was young, it's the hairstyle lah. Haha.

Me playing wif my push-cart.

Family. My first birthday party, 1 year old.

Picture taken wif all my neighbours and cousins.

My parents said i have phobia of taking the mrt when i was young. They say i'll cry non-stop when im on the train. WAHAHA, weird.
Maybe i was faking, i wanted them to get a new car instead of taking the train.
WAHAHA, kidding.

My beloved toys!

This is wad me and my sis likes to do when we were young. Not a simple stunt at all.
HAHA.

Look at my robotic arms and legs. Robotic.

Me blowing da candles.

This was my 5 yrs old bday party. Me and my sis. The dude beside is my dad. Wahaha.

I often have cat fights wif my sis. Meow! Hahaha.

I've been using da computer since 5 yrs old.

That's me in my kindergarden uniform - St. Clare Kindergarden.
I also realised i've been in catholic schs since young, first, st, clare den st, anthony. =)

Clinging on to a bar.

This is not me however.
This 2 are my malay cousins. Abang and Adik, the twins. Adil and Fitri.
Arent they cute? Wif those specs on. Awww, i miss them alrdy.

Wow, that's alot alot.
Took me 2 hours to finish posting and scanning all.

Okay.
Bout today.

Had national day celebration in sch.
As usual, sang songs bla bla bla.
Den had SS test.

Den left for movie.
Charlie and the chocolate factory.
The movie was AWESOME.
Yeah, esp after u read the story book.
Alot of songs sang in da movie.
The characters were all so cute.

Had much fun today though.
Some stupid photos we took:

Uno, dos, tres, quatro, cinco, cinco, seis.

THAT'S ALL.
PEACE.

gym

2005-08-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

BORED.
It's been so boring for da past few days.

Went to gym today.
Work out, wif nadiah and huiyi.
Hmm.. Started out wif running of the track.
Running-track?
Track-runner?
LOL, whatever.
Haha, da machine for running lah.

Den trained legs, adominal and stuffs.
Hmm.. worked out for bout 2 hrs.
Den left and went to mac to have lunch.
Chatted and den headed back home.

Watched 'Lost'.
On Anx. Last 5 episodes.
No ending.
There's season 2.
The ending was really complicated.
Waiting for season 2.

BORED.

Hmm, jus realised some stuffs.

Allister.
They're a great punk-rock band.
Very good one.
Their drums are good.
Vocals too.

Jamison Parker.
They're a 2-man band.
2 man band!
But of course there're hidden players.
Great emo band.
EXCELLENT.
My fav emo-band.

Ahh, that's bout all.

A verse frm Allister - None of my friends are punks.
None of my friends are punks
They've got pussy corporate jobs
So i'll sit here like fuck.

Haha, nice isnt it.
=)
PEACE.

hope

2005-08-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

Here are some interesting pics.
WAHAHA.

Those are typical singaporeans LAH.
Hahaha.
Hanging clothes outside their windows.
For ppl to see.
Those undies and bras.
WAHAHA.

This happened jus outside my sch.
The block jus opposite my sch.
All the students mus have seen it.
SHAMEFUL.

HAHA, enuff bout that.

Sigh.
It's a pity that hillgrove doesnt have much punksters.
There is, but mostly the malay boys.
If not i wuld haven gone up to them and talk to them.
PUNKSTERS.
I want real punksters.
Not those fakes.

Haha, that's all for today.
SEEYA.
PEACE.

Najip ali

2005-07-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

Went to 'Najip Ali & 'Actions Packed' Friends' concert ystd.
Cause, sweetie pie, Nadia is performing.
So went thr to support her.
Didnt want to go initially.
But come to tink of it, she really hopes her frens would be thr to support her.

So, went down later, alone.
Dun wanna talk much bout it.

I only enjoyed the performance.
Other den that it's alright.

But of course the performance by nadia's dance group was excellent.
Support Danz Kids.
Wahaha.

So after performance, went home.
That's bout all i guess.

Pics took are below, enjoy. (;

The so-called trio, N.A.H. Nadia.Angeline.Huiyi. (=

That's all.
PEACE

useless

2005-07-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

Useless.
Mum says im useless.
Mum says im good for nothing.
Mum says im too playful.
Mum says im gonna have a curfew.
Dad says im useless.
Dad says i dunno how to think.
Dad says i only noe how to waste time.
Dad says i better watch my behaviour.
Dad says he's gonna cut off my phone line.
Dad says he's not gonna let me use the com so often.
Dad says im rude.
Sis says i only noe how to play.
Sis says im good for nothing.
Sis says i only noe how to waste money.
Sis says im the blacksheep.
Sis says im the useless one.
Sis says i have no respect.

Mum says im useless.
Dad says im useless.
Sis says im useless.

Yes, im useless.
I agree.
So i better change.
Change to prove them wrong.
Man, it's tough.

I wanna be a chef lah.
I wanna open my own restaurent.
I want i want.
No use saying, it needs effort.

Heard bout Shatec.
Isst true that only students that take F&N can enter Shatec?
Friend says yes.
Sis says no.
Chef.
Some says it's useless.
But i enjoy cooking lah.
Cook for others.
Fill their hunger.
Haha. (;
Ambition since young.
I wanna cook italian, french, western and asian.
Wahahas.
Impossible.

Everything is possible.
Nothing is impossible.

Craps.
PEACE.

new skin

2005-07-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

New skin.
Made it by myself.
Simple one.
Green Day once again.
Tried on tabs this time round.

That's all i have to say.
Feeling so so down these few days.

Shrucks.

life

2005-07-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

My life is just junk.
Nothing but rubbish.

Go sch study, finish studying, home. tht's all.
That's all.

Shit.

baybeats

2005-07-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

This is Zhen. Quite a nice band.

This is Kate Of Kale. They sounded abit like a7x. Supported by the crowd, sorta like them too.
(local band)

And of course, this is ELECTRICO.

Electrico once again.

See carefully, desmond, the bassist is wearing a Ultra-man mask.

Amanda Ling, the babe of electrico. Was having a hard time capturing her pic.

And this, taken by Ken Cheong, the photographer. Wahahas, i look ugly in this pic though.
But frm my smile, u'll noe how much im enjoying.

The Arena
Day 3: 17 jul (sunday)
4.30-5 pm : Denquia [singapore]
5.30-6 pm : Zhen [singapore]
6.30 - 7 pm : Kate of Kale [singapore]
7.30 - 8 pm : Tempered Mental [malaysia]
8 - 9 pm : Electrico [singapore]
9.30 - 10.15 : Copeland [USA]

Was at the arena the whole day.

Baybeats 2005 was awesome!

Ystd, went to baybeats.
With huiyi, jianming, jason, jensen.
Met jerome, jasper and some others thr too.

The performance was really good.
Esp by Eletrico.
And some other local bands like Kate of Kale.
Some were boring.
Some were awesome.

Everyone was enjoying so much ystd.
Jumping wif da music.
It was really nice.

No time to update the photos.
Will update some other time.

cried.

2005-07-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

Gonna update bout today.

Well, i cried today in class.
The first time since pri one, i cried in school.
I nvr cried in school ever.

Well, reason for crying.
I fell down.
Jian ming was playing wif me.
However i was in no mood to play wif him tt day.
She he just like grab my hand and hit me or pulled me.
So i asked him to let go of me, he let go by pushing me.
It was quite a hard push.

So, i lost balance and i fell.
It was a painful fall.
I hurt my knees hard.
The impact was really hard when i fell.
And there were alrdy brusies on my knees b4 tt fall.
So the impact on it was doubled.

I really dunno why i cried.
It's not all because of the pain.
There's another reason behind it.
I wasnt feeling good tt morning.
My mood wasnt good.
Some personal reason behind it.
But 85% of the reason i cried was the pain lah.

Hmm...
I CRIED.
I really dunno why i cried so easily tt day.
In da past thr were more painful incidents, which i nvr cried for.
I cut my foot and ended up wif 7 stiches and i didnt drop a single tear.

Well, forget it.
Jian ming was really guitly.
Wahahas.
But i didnt blame him at all.
As u noe, wanna play, still cry.
So i didnt blame him for it.

The assembly today was nice too.
An act about racial harmony.
Quite humorous and meaningful.

Okay.
After school.
Went to watch nadia and gang for dance at Community centre.
I was chatting wif xiao qing.
We chatted alot wif really meaningful topics.
Topics bout our life.
Well, xiao qing chatted till she cried.
It's bout her and her bro.
Hmm..was really shocked tt she cried.
I cant write wad happened.

Nadia cried too.
Becos of some reasons.
Really sad.

Haha, wad a day.
So after dance went to westmall for lunch.
Chatted, ate and shopped.
Den went home.

Guess tt's bout all.
PEACE.

back again

2005-07-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Haven update for quite some time.
So, here i am, once again, to update.

Hmm...
This week, as usual, skool.

However, ystd was hilarious.
We went over to huiyi's hse for project.
Tgt wif nadia, jasper and jian ming.
Coincidentally, her sis was around, which she usually wasnt.
So we sorta have to keep our voice down.
And we culdnt control it.
So her sis came over and sorta scolded us.
We feel kinda guilty, as she was studying and we disturbed her.
And we were in fact, really making alot of noises.
We played like mad ystd, so many things happened.

We played 'sandwich' which means overlapping each other.
The victim was nadia.
Really pity her.
Wahahas.

Alot alot of things happened.
VERY VERY HILARIOUS.
While playing sandwich, something happened.
To jasper and nadia.
WAHAHAHAHAHAS.
Nadia was the victim, jasper was on top of her.
And the position they were in was damn funny.
Body wif body.
Quite sick actually.
Like having, u noe u noe u noe.
WAHAHAS.
It was damn funny.

And me, i dunno wad happened.
Jian ming was attacking me.
So i was trying to defend myself.
And i accidentally touch his private part.
Which is like so embarrased.
WAHAHAHAS.
OMG.

And injured myself alot of times during the sandwich.
Head banged.
Wahahas, everything happened ystd was jus hilarious and FUN!

Hmm... Today,
School.
Mrs Tai and Ms Wang is mad as usual.
Unreasonable.
Freaks.

After school, went to watch nadia and gang's dance again.
After tt i went home.

So tt's bout all.
Jus the update for these few days.
PEACE.

cool.

2005-07-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY FULFILLED MY WISH.
TO HAVE A MOE-HAWK HAIRSTYLE.

How does it look?
WAHAHAS.
I noe it looks weird.
It's done by Jasper, Nadia and Huiyi.
Really appreciate wad they done for me, they fulfilled my wish.
MOE-HAWK.
Ppl always says it's weird and insane for females to have moe-hawk.
And here i am doing it.
But it's not exactly moe-hawk.
It's spiked up to look like moe-hawk.
AND IM LOVING IT.

Might even go to The Arena - The Gig wif tt hairstyle.
TT's totally insane.
Haha, me and huiyi going punk for tt day.
Thick eyeliner, black mascara, punk suit and punk attitude.
WAHAHAHAS.

Alright enuff bout tt.
Today,
Went to huiyi's hse to do geog project, wif Jasper and Nadia.
Well.
WE TOTALLY HAD FUN THERE.
We did some cross dressing.
Playing wif toys.
Changing hairstyle.
And learning breakdance frm jasper.

AND I NOE HOW TO DO A 'FREEZE' NOW!
Thanks to jasper who taught us.
I really like tt move.
Wees.
Might pick up Break Dancing too.

Hmm...complete our project.
But still left wif some slides and decorations for the power point.
Stayed till 6 plus and left.
Reached home at bout 7.
Bathed, homewrk.
Online, Project.

Well, today was totally a fun day.
PEACE.

stupid.

2005-07-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

My skool, hillgrove has stupid rules.
It really sucks.

Yesterday, me and huiyi got to DETENTION for going to the toilet.
And some of my other classmates who stayed in the class.
Worst thing is, it was during recess.
We didnt go down to the canteen as asked to.
So we got caught by DM.
And was being sent down to detention.
How stupid this can be.
I GOT PUNISHED BECAUSE I WENT TO THE TOILET!.
Stupid isnt it.

Well, punishment was detention during recess.
For yesterday and today, supposed to be 1 week i tink.
Which means no recess for us, like do u tink i care?
But we only stayed back for 2 days and den DM says forget it.
And we're like jailbirds, everyone walked past will stare and ask ask ask.

Fine.

And this stupid skool has stupid rules set.
NO FRIED FOOD. ONLY ON WEDNESDAY THR IS FRIED FOOD.
Tell, me is this stupid enuff?
Well, who cares anyway.
Cause i seldom eat during recess.

OKAY.
Drop tt subject.

Today.
As usual, skool.
Went to the computer lab for geog project.
My grp members, huiyi, nadia and jasper.
AND I LOVE MY GRP!
Hahaha, alright lah.
Tmrw hafta stay back and do the project.

Had fun in class today.
Played wif black nail polish and eyeliner in class.
Wahahas.
Find it quite cool.
Huiyi tried the eyeliner on me, she wants to do it like Benji, frm GC.
Haha..it looked more like a line or tears.
Nvm, anyway. Hahaha.

Had POA test today also.
Luckily, i have help frm pritpal, jian ming, nadia.
Really appreciate tt guys.

Hmm...after skool went to see nadia and guys dance.
For teacher's day audition.
They're doing 'Pump it' frm Black Eyed Peas.
Which was good.

Guess tt's bout all for today.
PEACE.

sense.

2005-07-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.

Wad a boring day Youth Day can be.
Youth Day, a day for youth to have fun? rest? rejoice?
Hahaha, i've got no idea at all.
Aights, whatever bout tt.
I culdnt care much.

I sense something wrong.
Something's not right.
Something's leaving away from me.
Everybody's changing of what i noe them.
Shrucks.
Im fearing now.
Fear overcomes me.
How can i not let fear overcome me?
Once again.
Whatever.
I culdnt care much.

Some things i dun understand:
Why are there posuers? Cant they be ORIGINAL?
Why do ppl want to change their own names?
Why isst that ppl like to self-label themselves? eg. XxXCutiegalXxX, OoOPinkPigOoO. etc.
Why dont they like the names given by their parents?
Why do ppl want to be fakes, trying to be who they're not?
Why Why Why???

And those ppl above listed, i fucking detest them.
Please.

Something i noticed abt myself.
I change mood and my views very quickly.
I can be happy now, i can be mad the next sec.
But there is no expression.
It's all hidden inside me.
When i tink of something, i change my views.
These are freaking me out.
It's like, there is more den one angeline kuang pei ling in this world.
There are so many angelines.
Good angeline.
Bad angeline.
Rude angeline.
Cheerful angeline.
Moody angeline.
YES YES YES.
So im afraid when i change to another angeline, i might be giving others attitude.
Forgive me for that.
Of course, i wanna be happy all the time.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

IM SO SO CONFUSED.
Oh well, this post is so so weird, out of point.

Peace.

mess.

2005-06-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

What a mess my life has become.
Fuck it, i say.
I really dunno what my family wants frm me.
They dun wanna give me freedom i want.
I jus cant stand it.
I'll flare up one day.
I'll stand up for wad's right.
I'll speak for myself.
If this continues, i really see nothing to look forward to everyday.
Fuck, my life.

shopping.

2005-06-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's the Great Singapore Sale!.
So i went shopping today.
Wif my mum and sis.
We went to Bugis and town.
And, Finally, i bought my bag.
Yippee. Im like so happy now.
Thanks mummy for buying it for me.

I bought the leather-ed sling one.
It's cost 26 bucks.
The oringinal price was 32 bucks.
The shop owner gave me discount at 30 bucks.
As i noe of the owners, he saw me quite a few times alrdy during the june holidays.
Until today, i bought a bag frm his shop.
So, he gave me 28 bucks instead.
After tt, my mum bargained again, for 25 bucks.
But in the end the owner charged me for 26 bucks.
Wahahas.
What a bargain.

After tt continued shopping.
My mum and sis bought their stuffs.
Then we went to town.
Bought 3 pairs of shoe.
At Calvin K.
Not mine, but my mum's.

Something happened while they were buying the shoes.
I felt really really weak.
Due to my menses cramp, empty stomach and the large crowd.
I was enduring the pain all the while, it's unbearable.
So i quickly went to my mum as i was sweating alot.
Cold sweat.
I quickly reached for my mum.
My sis freaked out when she saw how pale or white my lips were.
I felt very very weak.
Everything i saw was BLURRED.
Suddenly, i felt tt i cant hear anything.
It's like im becoming deaf.
Everything is turning softer and softer.
I totally freaked out.
I cant see nor hear well.
Is tt the sign tt im gonna faint any min? I dunno.
My mum sorta freaked out also.
Sigh.
I really dun like the feeling.
My mum quickly bring me to Mcdonald's.
I rested thr and my mum bought me a burger and hot milo.
I felt so much better after resting there.
Den continued shopping.

Went to Far East to get my studs for my bag.
Studs suits well wif leather bag.
Tt's wad Luther taught me.
Got 22 pieces.
20 small, arrow head studs.
They're selling 10 for $1.50.
2 big, arrow head studs.
Big one costs 45 cents each.
So 22 = $3.90.
Bought them frm Cheeks Enterprise.
They sell punk related stuffs thr.
The uncle is still so humorous.
Hahaha.

Went to Lot 1.
Sis bought her hair accessories.
Had dinner thr, den headed home.
Reached home at 10 pm.
Quickly decorate my bag wif studs.
Packed my bag den went online.

Tmrw's skool.
Second half of the year.
Sigh.
Tt's bout all.
Peace.

weina's bday.

2005-06-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Weina's bday in advance today.
She'll be turning 15 this sunday.
So, celebrated wif her, xiaoqing, huiyi, isabelle, veronica and me.

We baked a cake for her.
Actually it was only me and huiyi tt baked the cake.
Although it wasnt really a sucess, we put in our effort.
It's not really nice looking.
Hahaha.
So we gave her a surprise today.
Xq find an excuse to pass her something at her house.
So we went up to her house.
I was holding the cake.
Den when she opened the door, we sang her a bday song as we gave her the cake.
It's was really sweet though.
Passed her the present.
Cut the cake.
Ate the cake.
Took pictures.
Den we went off.

Initally, we wanted to go to sentosa.
For tanning and cycling.
But it was raining when we reached the bus terminal, the shuttle bus service.
So thought over it and decided to jus go shopping.
We saw Sakae Sushi oppsite the bus terminal at Harbour Front Centre.
So we decided to jus dine at Sakae.
And since everyone is craving for Sakae at time as we haven had it quite long.
Okay, we for the student buffet.
Buffet! Eat all u want dudes.
Hahaha.
Ordered quite alot of stuffs.
Yummy!
We were really having a nice time.
Ate, chatted, play and joked around.
Really memorable.
Hahaha.
We ate for quite a long time.
Till bout 5 plus.
Den during the bill time.
All of us were short of money.
So we helped each other forked out some money first.
Luckily in the end, we had jus the right amount.
Bill was $96++. For 6 person.
It wasnt tt expensive, it was the GST and service charge tt added on the bill.
Let alone the charges it's alrdy $12.
Hmm...after tt we went off.

Didnt noe whr to go.
So we tot of going to Changi Airport.
They wanted to view the planes.
Okay, so we set off.
Hmm...
Walked around the terminal den headed home.
Reached home at bout 10.45pm.
Bathed and den came online.

Skool's starting in 2 days.
Im happy and sad for it to happen.
Un-describle.
So i guessed tt's bout all for today.

Here are the pics we took for the day. Enjoy (;

The cake we baked! I noe it doesnt look appealing.

Top view. It's Chocolate Marble Fudge Cake.

Tt's weina, the bday girl.

The salmon sushi wif a candle on it.

Compare this 2. Wahahas.

See no evil. Speak no evil. Hear no evil. Have no fun.

Danger. Beware! It can be deadly.

Ouch! Hey, tt was painful.

Muhaha. My turn to kick ass.

Me and huiyi.

Finally, good things come to an end. tt's all of us at the airport.

Okay, we're jus a bunch of fools.
Not happy?
Come and find us, you fags!
Muahahas.
(wow, this is a long post, filled wif lotsa photos. Wweeees.)

out.

2005-06-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

Queensway and Bugis today.
With huiyi.
Again, search for bags.
And once again, didnt found wad i like.
So jus shopping and eating for today.
Oh..and photos.
Wahahas.
Hmm.. reflection of mirrors.
We did tt out of boredom.

So these are the pics we took. Enjoy (;
Oh, btw. im da one in stud belt, in black tee.

Mirror mirror on da wall, who's the fairest of all? Hahaha.

This toilet is at westmall.

This toilet is at Bugis.
We sorta have a toilet tour. Wahahas.

THAT'S ALL. =]

sentosa.

2005-06-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sentosa.
Went to sentosa today. With, xiao qing, wei na, hui yi, isabelle and pei yu.
Intention to go thr, get tanned.
But the weather's not good when we reached thr.
No sunlight at all, only until 4 plus, the sun came out.
Hmm...today was really fun.
Chatted in the water for a long time.
Den all of us were hungry, so decided to get cup noodles at 7-11.
Each ate a cup of noodles, somehow, the noodles tasted so delicious for once.
Maybe, we're all too hungry alrdy. Haha..
Well, we took some pics after eating, chit-chatted.
Den, pei yu left first, she had to go..
So, we continued playing in da water for quite some time.
Cause the sun was really scorching and nice.
Sun-tanned, till bout 5 plus, den we went to wash up.
Wanted to watch the musical fountain, but it's alrdy 7 plus and the show have alrdy started.
So we didnt go and left for dinner.
Went to Harbour Front Shopping Centre's food court to have dinner.
After dinner, shopped around and we headed home.
Reached home at bout 9.30...
There's so much water inside my ear.
I can feel it when i move my head around.
So my mum taught me to put some water into my ear den jump up and down to let the water flow out.
Aaahhh...felt so good after the water flows out. Hahaha..
Hmm..tt's bout all for today.

Here are the pics we took, enjoy. (;

Me and huiyi, after washing up.

Our cheeks are still red.

All of us together.

Once again.

You see, i not only flip my fingers, i also filp my toes. (pointing middle finger to be exact)

These are some kind of ppl who have nth better else to do, part-time seaweed cleaners? (they're actually picking up the seaweeds frm the ground). But we shld thank them instead, for clearing them away.

THAT'S ALL. WAHAHAS.

Bands.

2005-06-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

I am back to Punk Rock, Emo and Screamo once again.
Well, more INTO it this time round.
Did alot alot of researches.
And some influences from Luther.
Hmm..know much more bands.
I am now more into emo and screamo.
Some bands i really like - Rancid, Funeral For A Friend, The Transplants, NOFX, Allister, Mxpx and so on...there's alot.

Some Facts:
Billie Joe also played with Rancid.
The Transplants consists of Travis Barker (frm blink 182) and Tim Armstrong (frm Rancid) and some other guy, i forgot his name.

Well these are some of the pics frm the bands. Enjoy (;

The Transplants.

Transplants' album cover.

Mxpx.

Mxpx's new album cover, just released.

Rancid - One of my top Favorites.

Suicide Machines.

Avenged Sevenfold.

Funeral For A Friend.

Funeral For A Friend, their new album is coming out soon.

Not forgetting Green Day, my all-time Favourite.

Green Day.

finally..

2005-06-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

Chilled out today, at last.
Hmm..jus went to search for a new bag.
Currently searching for a new skool bag.
Wad i wan is something unique.
Well, im a person tt's going for unique stuffs, i dun like having same and common things tt people have. That's ME. =]

Anyways, went bugis with huiyi as she was searching for a new bag too..
There's alot of nice and trendy bags.
The one tt's quite so called 'in' now, is the leather skinned type.
Wanted tt kind of bag quite long ago actually.
But im looking for a sling bag, the leather one.
Which is found in alot of shops in bugis.
Made up my mind, im going for Leathered Sling Bag.
Will go for another round to search for nicer patterns.
Then, i'll DIY or decorate it myself, with some iron-ons.
That's it.
I haven't check the price, hopefully it's up to my budget.
Not over $70.A reasonable price will do.

Okay, so we shopped around bugis, the street and the malls.
Saw alot of things we really liked.
But we are short of money, get our bags first before getting the other stuffs we want.
Sigh, only we have the Money.
Money is the main issue.
Okay, after tt, our foot are aching like hell.
Went to B.K to have dinner, chatted and den went home.

Oh, another thing, we went bonkers over kid's toys today.
WAHAHAS.

Peace. (;

holidays.

2005-06-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS.

Hmm...Holidays, come to think of that.
I shouldn't waste my holidays just like that.
Should do some meaningful stuffs instead of lazing around, being a potatoe couch.
Holidays aren't really for us to relax.
Not only on the studies.
But the kind of life im getting on.

Trying to learn more new stuffs in the holidays.
Just like ystd, i learn some new html codes while helping huiyi out wif hers.
It's a gain.
Everyday i wish i could learn some new stuffs.
Well, it's all about curiousity.
Willing to learn?

Hahaha.
Well, im kinda into malay hits these days.
Malay bands, like, Peter Pan, Sheila on 7...etc.
Those are the 2 i really like.
They really got nice and meaningful songs.
Their genre is more to rock i think.
Something like, Keane. For example.
Though i dun really understand what they're singing, im trying hard to.
Wahahas.

Holidays, wuldnt be one if there's no naggings frm my mum rite?
Haha...
She'll nag at me defintely everyday.
Be it on my studies, the tidyness of my room, my behavior or whatsoever she can nag at.
Im kinda used to it alr.
She told me and my sis something today, it's about Chinese.
Chinese, it wuld be useful in the future.
If u wanna make business, china will be the biggest market and place for it.
Wifout chinese in china, you're nothing there.
Hmm...sort of agree.
But i couldn't care much. =p
Maybe someday i'll change and will be very into chinese.
Will tt happen? I doubt so.
Wahahas.

Holidays, wuldnt be one if there's no chillin out wif frens rite?
Hahaha...denfintely there is.
But until now, only chilled out once.
More coming up, we'll see by then.

Im trying to kill all those boredem.
So tt's bout all i guess.
See ya.

Peace.

new..

2005-06-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

New skin as can be seen.

Black and White.
Uh huh.. and im loving it.
Simple and unique.

Nth to blog about...
Holidays are always so boring.
See ya.

back..

2005-05-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

It's time to update after so long...

Hmm...wad to start with?
The camp.

26/6 to 28/6 was at sec 3 adventure camp.
As usual, everyone was so excited for the camp, so was i.
Hmm... i shall write a summary of the camp. Keep it short.

First day.
Reached Sirimbum Scout Camp. (Sorry if the spelling was wrong)
Okay...group was according to classes.
3A1 was grp 'E'.
We tot of a name for our grp. Had many choices.
But in the end we chose 'Elite'.
I really like this word. It has a strong meaning in it.
So, Elites is wad we are.
Our instructor was namely Alan and Jaz.
Hmm...both instructor were good.
Alan was more to strict and firece. Jaz was more to humorous.
Hmm...
So cont...peiling and jieliang was the leader.
Eh...continue wif the activities.
As usual...Obstacle bla bla bla...
Im lazy to write down the stuff.
Hmm..im one of the cheer leaders.
Which is so sucky.
LOLs.

Seriously i didnt really enjoy the camp.
It's worst den my pri 5 camp.
The camp fire sucks.
Seriously speaking lah...
I didnt enjoy at all...
Only the activities.

Hmm...Tt's bout all.
Im really lazy to write down the stuffs.
See ya.

away

2005-05-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm...was away for few days.

On friday, had sports day. At CCK stadium.
Hmm...im in mohegan. no 1 supporter for Mohegan.
Wahahas.
I screamed like hell for Mohegan.
I totally had no voice after sports day.
We're competing wif Lakota.
Lakota was the champion once again.
But, Mohegan got the cheerleading champion.
We finally got back the title this year.
Last year we lost to lakota for cheerleading.
But the last last year, we're also the cheerleading champions.
So this year, we got it back.
Mohegan is always the best at cheerleading.
Hmm...tt's bout all for sports day.

After tt, rushed home and get rdy to go chalet.
At pasir ris. To celebrate my neighbour's wedding.
Very close to them.
So had bbq, played had fun.

Saturday, we went to wild wild wet.
Hmm...for me, it's the second time alr.
But this time round thr's more fun i guess.
I finally tried the 'slide up'
Which is the most exciting ride.
Last time round i didnt try tt.
It's was really fun.
The 'Ular-lah' was fun too..
Hahaha.
After tt went back to have bbq once again.
Had 2 consecutive days of bbq.
No wonder i got no voice now.
Plus after i screamed so much on sports day.
No more voice and bad sore throat now.

Today...
Checked out in the morning den had breakfast.
And den came back.
Ltr going have another party again.
Celebrate martin's bday.
He's my cute and naughty lil' neighbour.
He's 6 years old alr.
Heard tt we're not going sleep today again.
Gonna stay overnight and play.
Damn. have sleep for like 3 days alr.
Wahahas.
Tt's bout all.

`peace out*

update..

2005-05-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Haven been updating.

Here's the update for the week..

Monday:
We got back our papers. Mid-year to be exact.
Well, i didnt really do well for the papers.
Tt's why im afraid of being retained.
Miss Siew mentioned my name once again,
She said, "angeline, u're a smart person, jus tt u're too playful"
Hmm..not the first time alr.
Meet-the-parents session is coming soon.
Hope she will speak less bad point of me to my dad.
Every year my dad attends the session.
She'll defintely say about my behaviour to my dad.
Too playful.
Have to change these.
I have no intention to post my results.
Brings myself down.

Well, other than tt.
Thr is also fun going on in class.
As it's after exam.
So we have alot of free time.
So those seated around my area played some games.
One of them : Eletric Charge.
Isst wad they call the game?
I got no idea. Haha..
So the game plays as...
Everyone form a circle den hold our hands together.
Thr was me, nadia, huiyi, pritpal, roy, jasper, hannan, daniel and jian ming.
In total 9 ppl.
So we held our hands together.
One person starts the eletric, which is in action, pressing the person's palm.
So when u felt the press on ur palm, u have to pass it on.
So it continues amongst the group.
And thr will be a catcher, who has to catch us passing the eletric.
The person has to look out for out hands.
If the person spot it, they shout and the person caught will be the next catcher.
Hahaha...
An exciting game though.
We even gave our group a name.
It's called the - '9' club.
Nice?
We even have a motto for it.
The motto is - 'Stay forever young'
Wahahas. stupid though. but cute in a way yea?
Hahaha.
This group became permanant since then..
We're very united.
We got some rivalry too...
Frm meng kian's group.
They were playing true or dare, and they targeted us as the victims.
So we got unhappy.
And took revenge.
So fight started.
Friendly and fake fights though..
Haha...

Stay forever young, '9' club !!!
Wahahas. LAME.

Hmm...
Tt's bout all i guess.
Tmrw's sports day.
Going thr to support my house - Mohegan.
Hopefully Mohegan will win this year.
Good Luck.

`peace out*

Woohoo..

2005-05-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

I am back.
Wahahas.
After celebration.
So on Wednesday was a sleep over at huiyi's house.
Together wif, weina and xiaoqing.
Basically, it's jus like a chalet party.
Went to her house at around 5 or 6 pm.
Den use a lil bit of com.
Den watch a lil bit of tv.
After tt, went to have dinner.
At the Al-Ameen Restaurent.
Wahahas. famous indian cusine restaurent.
Not bad. Not bad.
Den went back to her house.
Chit chat for quite a long time.
Den went to watch dvds.
LOL.
Everyone was so tried and fell asleep after an hour.
Only me and huiyi was awake.
Weina and xiaoqing was sleeping so soundly.
So me and huiyi watched the dvds.
Though she was busily taking pics.
But we watched the dvds lah.
Watched 'you got served', 'honey' ,'soul plane'.
Not bad.
Wahahas.
Soul plane is M18 i guess.
Too many sexual scenes.
Wahahahas.
Watched till bout 2.30 am den evryone feels tired.
Went to sleep.
Wanted to wake up at around 3 am.
But too tired, so continued sleeping.
Slept till 6 am.
Den went up to her bedroom to sleep again.
LOL.
Really tired.
Okay.
So after tt took many pics.
Insane.
Haha.
Left her house around at 11 am.

I really must say i had fun tt day.
Very.
Thanks to huiyi.
Sorry if we had troubled u and ur family. =]

After tt, we were supposed to be watching Kingdom of Heaven.
But something happened.
Which cancelled the whole thing.
Which really made me pissed.
And angry and sad.
I wanna watch tt movie man!
I dun care.
I'll still watch it no matter by wad.
I shall not mention wad happened.
It made alot parties angry and mistaken.
Serious shit.

Never mind.
So after tt, meet up wif huiyi, xiao qing and weina instead.
Went to town.
Hmm..basically jus shopping.
Got myself something frm 77th street.
A strap for my handphone.
Checkered red and black.
Which suits my handphone colour.
Wheeess. =]
Looking for a red or black or red and black checkered pouch.
Den it'll be a complete set.
Haha...
So after tt, was being forced to take neoprint.
Jus to sastify huiyi's mind.
After tt, had lunch at far east's Long John Silver.
Took pics once again.
Okay. and went home.

Tmrw is having MT ppr 3 : listening compre.
Wastage of time.
Go to sch for 30 mins and we can go.
Useless.

These are some pictures we took in the 2 days :

The four of us.

Seated.

Us watching 'you got served' pic was taken by huiyi though.

Me and huiyi at LJS.

Me and weina at LJS.

Me and xiaoqing at LJS.

Me sms-ing away. lol.

Tt's all.
See ya.

`peace out*

celebrate

2005-05-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Wheeeees..........
Hahaha.
Tmrw last 2 ppr - Physics and Social Studies.
Finally man!
After so many days.
Everything is going to an end.
Tmrw is time for celebration.
Celebrating at huiyi's house.
A sleep-over party.
Slumber Party!!!
Sure gonna have fun.
Watch dvds.
Staying up in da night.
Not sleeping.
Tt'll be on wednesday.

On thursdays,
We'll be going for a movie.
My long awaited movie - Kingdom of Heaven.
Wif huiyi, jerome, jasper?
Not confirm who's going and whether going anot.
But i dun care i'll watch the movie for sure.
Die die must watch ah !!!
Gonna sneak in.
Cause im not over 16 years old !!!
Im only 14 lah..
Hahaha.
After tt might be going shopping wif my gurlfrens.
Yea..shopping.
Shop. Shop. Shop.
Wahahas.
Everything is so well-planned.
Celebrate People !!!

Haha..alright.
Tt's all mates.
Im so happy.
Celebrate before getting back our results.

`peace out*

exam

2005-05-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

3 pprs down.
4 more to go.
For me...
Social Studies, Physics, Chemistry and POA.
For MT-chinese, i've got no material to study for.
Hafta depend on my luck den..
LOL.
Hmm..come'on i jus have to endure for 3 more days.
And i can celebrate after tt.
Endure.
Planning of a sleepover at huiyi's house.
Possible?
Haha..will see by then.

ENDURE !!!
I need marks to pull me up, for wad i've done badly for CA1.
That's sad.
LOL.

Shall talk abt today..
Hmm..had geog ppr.
It was alright though.
Abit tough.
Im still scared.
After tt, went to have breakfast at mac.
Wif huiyi, xiaoqing, isabelle and veronica.
I mus say we've chatted alot.
And i had fun.
LOL.
Really.
Treasuring those happy moments wif my frens.
Tt's one of the most wonderful thing to do in my life.
Yeah. It's true.
Haha..alright.

`peace out*

knuckles

2005-04-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hitting my knuckles against the wall is Fun.
Very.
LOL. Yst, everyone was like hitting their fists against the class' cupboard.
Yea, i joined in too.
The feeling was GREAT.
LOL.
It's painful though.
But as i've said the pain will only be thr for awhile.
Morever i feel good.
Now, my knuckles are painful.
Sorta blue black.
Im loving it man.
I left my knuckle's marks on the class' cupboard.
Wheeees.
Haha..the cupboard is all dented.
Ppl are kicking and punching it.
Our class' punching bag.
Cool.

Hmm...
Had English and Mother Tounge Paper One today.
English was alrite.
Afraid tt i'll wrote out of point.
But i followed the ques, so hopefully nth'll be wrong.
Where as for Mother Tounge, Chinese.
Dead.
Doomed.
LOL.
I dunno wad the hell i was writing abt.
I dun even understand the ques.
Wrote craps.
LOL.
Depends on my luck, see if i'll pass.
Haha.

Hmm..
Everything ended.
Went to Westmall.
Went to eat Mac wif huiyi and jason.
LOL.
Everything was hilarous man.
Cos the girls frm 3e5 were like starring at us all da while.
Den we began to stare back at them.
Starred at each other.
Nth special to stare at also.
Find them irritating.
After feeling bored.
Jason went down to get straws.
Joined them tgt and started playing around.
Haha. anyone walks past, he'll try to disturb them.
LOL.
The cleaner saw, looks angry.
For taking the straws.
LOL.
Jason argued back using his fake hong kong accent.
It was so real man.
Haha.
Funny.
LOL.
Tt's all.
Went home after tt..

See ya!

`peace out*

update.

2005-04-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

Back here to update.

Saturday:
Went to visit tsuhaw at the hospital, he broke his arm.
Hmm...quite alot of ppl went. more den 10 if im not wrong.
On the same day, he discharged too.
Yea..so after tt went off.
All went seperate ways.
I went off wif huiyi, agnes, li chien and teresa i tink..not sure of their name.
But i know them lah.
Eh..went to jurong entertainment to have lunch.
Ate Long John Silver and den after tt walked awhile and went home.
But i didnt went home.

Went for BBQ.
Wif my sis, benson, weiquan, ken, tony and his gf, shu ching and his bf.
Yep, the place we bbq-ed shall not be revealed..
Lol. benson doesnt allow me to say whr.
We had fun though.
If more ppl were thr, thr wuld be more fun.
Hmm..the meat is quite tasty, cos of the marination.
Benson marinated all the meat using 1 bottle of red wine.
Of cos it wuld be tasty..
LOL.
Hmm..i bbq-ed for them to eat.
I always enjoy making food for others to eat.
It's my passion.
So it's been my childhood dream since young.
To be a chef, open a restaurent of my own.
Well, i mus be day-dreaming man.
It wuld be tough to open a restaurent of my own.
Well, everyone has their own dream.
So to be a chef is mine.
LOL ;)
Alrite. so after bbq-ing..went up to benson's or his sis' condo.
Played Playstation.
Played 'winning eleven' (soccer) and a racing car game.
Both was fun indeed.
The racing car one was nice, it's like 'fast and the furious'.
Very cool. Punkish.
Hmm...so went home after tt.
Took cab and reached home at bout 12 am.
Well, i wuld say i enjoyed myself on saturday.

Hmm...
Sunday:
TOTAL BORE !
LOL.
Nth to talk abt.
Once again quarrelled wif my family.
Cause of some stupid reasons.
Im sick and tired of it.
Very.

I've been hitting my fist against the wall these few days.
LOL.
On friday, me and huiyi was like hitting our fist against the wall throughout the journey to WM.
For no special reason.
Jus hitting for fun.
But somehow i got hooked on to it.
It's painful.
But the pain will only be awhile.
Morever u'll feel something great after the pain.
The feel is undescribeble.
LOL.
Knuckles is painful.
Now i noe how to vent my anger on.
I noe.
I shall hit my fist against the wall.
Haha.

Forget it.
Tmrw's sch. and mid-yr's coming.
Have to wrk hard.
Gonna wrk my ass off.
I'll try to refrain myself frm using the com tt much.
Mid-year's coming. and no-play.

Tt's all.
See ya..

`peace out*

wake me up when september ends

2005-04-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

Green Day's new video is coming out soon.
It's 'Wake me up when september ends'.
Very nice song.
Very touching.
It's a story continued frm JOS.
On the other hand, it's also abt Billie's father who past away during september.
So here are a few scenes of the new video.
Enjoy ;)

out.

2005-04-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

Was out for the whole day today.
Cause my relatives frm indonesia came.
So i was kinda like a tour guide for the day.
Hmm..
Morning..brought them to IMM.
The nearest and largerst mall near my house.
Eh..
So walked there..and found out tt thr was a sale at world of sports.
50% off all items.
In a coincidence, my cousin wanted to buy a pair of sports shoe.
So he found it and bout 3 pairs.
Nike and DaDa.
Lol..
My mum bought a pair of adidas shoe too..
Was laughing all da way.
Her shoe size was 4.
It's very very small.
Looked like a child's shoe.
But the pattern is nice lah.
Haha. x)
Aights, so walked around.
My cousin was looking for an electric guitar.
Or it's accersory.
Im not sure.
So searched around IMM, culdnt find it.
I remembered tt westmall have a shop selling guitars or a sch.
No idea.
So maybe tmrw bring him to see them.
After tt, they bought some watch and den wanted to go sentosa.
But it was raining quite heavily.
So didnt go in the end.
Went back home to rest.
Rest for bout an hour.
Den went out again.
For dinner.
At the turf city.
No idea whr it was at,my parents bought us thr.
We're finding a restaurent, the seafood one.
But cant find it.
So ate steamboat+bbq instead.
Lol.i always enjoy eating steamboat.
Haha. x)
Ate till 10 plus.
Den went home.

Tmrw will be another day for me.
Bringing them to town.
Together wif my mum and sis.
Shop. Shop. Shop.
Well, my relatives are always generous.
Most prob will get something for myself tmrw. x)
Haha.
Shall not be greedy.
I'll buy things using my own money.
Hmm..

Finally had time to free my mind.
Guess tt's bout all.
It's mid nite alr..
Haha..
12.40 to be exact.
Night.

`peace out*

pe

2005-04-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

Had fun during pe today.
Same, we played netball today, but we used the basketball post.
Hmm, first match was, the guys and the girls same team.
Well, i scored few balls. cus only the girls were allowed to score for the first 5 or 10 mins.
Yea, so managed to score.
Hmm. once again, my team won.
Victory.

Next, we played boys vs boys and girls vs girls.
We're grouped according to houses.
So Mohegan was wif lakota and cherokee.
I was in Mohegan.
My team was alright.
So had team work wif jocelyn and xiaoqing.
Our team work was good.
Haha.
So we won at last.
Thanks to jocelyn, she helped alot.
Haha.
So we won in the end.
I've got no idea wad's the final score.
Haha.
Was busy concentrating on da game.
Game was tough.
Was panting trough out.
Haha.
Hmm...
Well, victory was ours once again.
My team once again.
Mohegan+Lakota+Cherokee.
Haha.
Shall not be proud.
Victory.

My another motive to blog bout these is to forget bout my troubles.
Trying to keep it a 'happy' post.
I am changing.
I guess i should not have made a public comdenation on my family.
I feel bad.
I feel guilty.
Cause maybe my family wasnt tt bad.
But i described it till so badly.
Sigh.
Forget it.

Also, thanks alot to those who talked through me.
And no one noes.
There's only 2 person who talked me through.
They're Hui Yi and Jason.
Thanks alot guys.
I appreciate tt.
But.
I am alright.
Thanks once again.

new skin.

2005-04-09T17:18:00.000+08:00

Well, as can be seen, it's a brand new skin. plus a new tagboard.
I am sick and tired of my own skins, so searched for a long time. till i found this.
Though it's still Green Day, im still loving the skin.
Took this skin frm this person. i admire all her skins. it's all very nice.
I've left her credits on the 'Links' page.
Comments for this skin please.

Well, i've really realise i have split identies. At home and school.
I am a totally different person frm school and home.
Well, i may be the cheerful, playful girl in sch.
I can also be the sucky, quiet, silent, depressed, giving fucked up attitude at home.
I really really dunno which is the true self of me.
I feel bad.
I feel out.
They make me feel like im the black sheep.
I dun wish to be the black sheep.
In school, im a totally different person.
I feel happy.
I try to be cheerful.
I try not to give attitude to others.
But i guess, all these while, im jus faking it.
The true self of me is behind it.
I've been wearing a mask to sch?
I guess so.
But no one noes.
Nobody reads my blog.
So no one noes.
And i dun wish anyone to noe.
They might though im some kind of freak.
But even if they noe, they might jus think this is jus a made-out story.
But sorry, this isnt.
I speak to my frens in sch differently.
I speak to my family differently.
Really, i am a completely different person frm sch and home.
I fear home.
I dunno why.
The motto goes, "Home is where your heart is".
How come i dun sense tt phrase?
It's really a shame tt i dun sense tt phrase.
Home seemed to be bitter to me.
I want these to change.
I want to be able to feel that phrase.
I guess all i could do now is work hard.
I want home.
I want my real home.
I want the sweet home i had.
Or maybe i have the sweet home.

I'll take benson's word:
When you love your family, you feel happy.
Do you write them? Do you ackownledge them?
Ask yourself this damn question.
When you feel happy, to them, for helping you in future.
Will you say you love them? Will you say you thank them?
Or when you think they did something wrong, will you scold them, will you condem them?
I know your answer, you should anwer it yourself.

And yes. i agree to him
I took back all my words.
I've straightned out my thoughts.

I love my family, millions.

All work and no play.
Will i be able to do that?
I can only ask myself that.

For all i've wrote.
I am Crying.
I really am.
I dunno why when i type these out, tears were on my eyes.
I didnt want to cry.
I don't want to.
But, yes.
I cried.
I really did.
No ones around.
I am all left alone.
I am not emotional.
But all these words are frm my bottom heart.

All i have to say is,
I feel bad.
I feel down.
I feel out.
And one thing i left to say is.
I have to change.
I will change.
For the better sake.

cousins.

2005-04-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm..this is jus a post of my malay cousins. As i dun have much relatives in singapore cos my mum's frm indonesia and dad's frm malaysia. so i really treasure my cousins overseas and i hardly have any chance to meet them. so chinese new year or any occasions to me in singapore is a bore. So anyways, im always Proud to have Malays as my cousin. yea. my dad's bro married to a malay lady. and so i have malay cousins. =]
They're, Abang and Adik (twins, boys) - Adil and Fitri. and the youngest (girl), Nisa.
Yea. i absolutely dote them..hehes..always buying things for them. really, i dun mind. =]
But i hardly have da chance to see them, only during chinese new year whr i go back for celebration. other then tt, only the holidays i'll get the chance to go back to see them, im always begging my parents to bring me back.
Oh. and u're wondering how i communicate wif them, i speak Malay to them. yea, im still learning how to speak Malay. yea..im so proud of them coz, they noe how to speak 4 diff languages, they speak, malay, chinese[dun look down on them, they can pronounce it clearly], they speak hokkien too [alil', my uncle taught them how]..and lastly english. aint they awesome? speaking 4 diff languages. haha..
They're living at Langkawi. an island in malaysia..ooh..i mentioned b4, the scenery and beach thr is awesome. alot of tourists goes thr..
Hmm..while for my maternal side, they're all frm indonesia. which i rarely get to see them..they're all mostly indo-chinese. But they usually come to singapore..so get to see them also..=]
Lol..this is really a 'cousin' post..lol..so anyways, i got my Malay cousins photos, took them this year when i went back for cny celebration..enjoy. =]

-Adil and Fitri, eating roti canai. haha. they're twins.

- Adil and Nisa, eldest and youngest.

-Abang, Adil, he is very photogenic, he has cheeks tt i crave for. haha.

-Nisa, she has eyes tt i crave for. her eyes are big and beautiful.haha.

-It's Nisa once again, ain't she cute? haha.

-This is Nisa and my sister. Nisa looked fierce is this pic though. lol.

-And this is Nisa and me, i treasure this photo like hell. it's da only photo i took wif her.

I shall only post these. Sad, i miss them alot. wahahas.

`peace out*

movie

2005-04-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Happy April Fool !!

Hmm..today's april fool, received few pranks but didnt fall into it..hahas.i was clear tt today is april fool so i was cautious all da time..hahas..hmm...nth much to describe bout today...sch was normal, had geog test early in da morning..lol. i've got no idea how i did for tt ppr..cos ms siew was like starring at my ppr and grinning away...she told tt i need to explain mre and elaborate mre..haha. embarrased after she laughed at wad i wrote..lol..haha...nvm..pray hard tt i'll pass da ppr..=]

after sch wenta watch 'the eye 10' - 10 ways to see a ghost...lol..watched wif huiyi, we both cant believe tt we're actually watching the eye 10 instead of a comedy show..cos we've been afraid of watching horror movies..haha..but in the end we still pluck up our courage to watch it. cos we've heard comments tt this movie was not scary at all and a funny show..ya..so it's true..not really scary 'cept for a few parts..other den tt i tink the movie was mre to comedy than horror..haha..mostly in the theatre was students all wearing uniform..quite packed almost full 'cept for few rows..left after the movie, the movie was not tt nice..no story line..bad..

haha..im being a critic for movies..haha..tt's all. See ya!

`peace out*

update

2005-03-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

Finally been able to update. Blogger was down ystd so didnt had the chance to blog..
Hmm..anyways, these few days have been studying real hard..studied poa till 1 am..studied geog till i fell asleep on da table..but i guess all these are worth it. i gotta wrk real hard..i really need to improve on...sad..i'll drop tt subject..

This week, nth to talk bout...had pe on tues..somehow we met some rivals..we're playing captian ball versus other class..to be specific, 5A1..lol. our class was damn pissed off by their class..they treat the game like real damn serious..oh come'on it's jus a game...y treat it so serious? LOL. so..the guys in our class wasnt happy wif them almost got into fight..haha..for me, it was one girl frm lakota..wadever her name is...she banged into me..dunno wif purpose or wad..she hit my nose and it was freakin pain..she noe but she jus walk away..w/o even saying a 'sorry'...fuck. so i was getting pissed off also..wanted to get revenge..by snatching their ball..so i told huiyi..'tt one tt one. the lakota one.' lol..den we set off...ran to her..she was holding the ball..so we tried snatching frm her..haha..we were like covering her face hands rasied high up covering her up..until she dunno whr to pass it to..haha..can see she was pissed off too..she whined..'my eyes lah'...lol me and huiyi was like laughing away..we din even a heck bout her..so we walked off after she whined..and her fren screamed at us..scolding us, ' fuck off lah, chee by*' ....i was like wth? jus a game and u take it so serious..so i stared at her...hahaha...lol..forget it man...so continued our game..some how everyone was pissed off after the game...haha..so everyone in the class said, ' wah..next week need to take revenge alr!' hahaa..

Hmm..besides tt..i tink nth much to talk bout..im jus bored..so i blogged..freakin bored.
see ya!

`peace out*

incident

2005-03-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

Went out wif huiyi,weina and xiaoqing. yesterday...
wanted to catch a movie and shop in town..but something happened...
we took the mrt thr, approaching bunoa vista...all of a sudden..heard screeches..and the mrt stopped..well for those who heard the news..u guys will noe wad i'll be saying..the accident..a man's slipper dropped onto the track, he went to picked it up..but he was too late..the mrt came..i was in the train...the train hit him..all of our expressions were pale..at first we thot it was something tt dropped onto the track..but it turned out to be someone..we were all inside thr train..den a uncle walk past us..he said something like, " a man..on the track, got hit, now under the mrt, on the track..." when we heard it..we were very very shocked..huiyi began to cry..i was praying hard tt the person will be safe..ppl around me..i culd see them helding their hands together and started praying hard...so waited abt 15-20 mins..they opened one door for all of us to get out of the train..so the door they opened was actually near the accident scene..so we have to walk pass it..it was at my right..so i tried to look to the left all the while..some ppl were crowding around the accident scene...as i see their expressions, i noe it wasnt pleasant to see..so i looked away..walked to the far end..let's jus pray tt the man rest in peace..

so we were deciding wad transportation we can get to go to town...found no transportation except for taxi..so we wanted to hail a cab..but saw bus no. 190...which goes to town..went to the bus stop...boarded it...but some how we took the wrong side..which went back to bukit batok..so we changed again..went to bugis instead..went to watch 'Miss Congenality 2: armed and fabulous'...find the story okay only...not very nice...as we noe..this kind of movie is common..bout kidnapping..nth special..only for the humorous parts...tt's all..so after the movie shopped around and went to take neoprint as they wanted to...so after taking went home..as it was alr 8 plus..reached home nearly at 9...i jus cant put my mind off bout tt incident...i guess tt incident wuld be etched in my memory forever..sad..i shall drop this topic...
tt's all...

`peace out*

update..

2005-03-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

It's been quite some time since i blogged..due to my busy schedule? well..i guess so..might not be blogging tt much...cos of my studies..[this is gonna be quite a long post]
recently got back my report card..i did really bad like hell..for once in my studies, i did this bad..gotta reflect..the day after i got back my report card, i reflected on my results and wad my form teacher told me..i really really realised i shldnt be slacking anymre..i played to much in class? ya..i guess so..tt's wad my teacher said. she said "u're a clever person. but the prob is u played to much and not focusing on my studies.." ya..i sorta agree wif her..so tt nite..i culdnt sleep..i reflected alot..really alot..frm 12 am till 4 am in the middle of the nite, i jus culdnt sleep. i was tinking so much...even tears were on my eyes..i told myself not to cry..all i have to do is wrk hard..no play..
but sch started..i still played? cos of the ppl around me tt have influenced me? i guess so..but i culdnt push the blame on them..cos i myself wanted to join in the fun too...man!..this cant go on..i'll defintely retain for sure..i fear of being retained..this shldnt go on..i mus change..or maybe i play in sch? not focusing..and at home..i'll study like hell..tt's not a solution..maybe i play..but study hard too..sigh...dun wanna talk bout tt anymre..
Got my parents to sign it..eversince tt, they've been nagging at me non-stop..no matter wad i do, they seemed to be not happy wif it..i jus have this feeling..i like sch den home..as in the time i spent in sch..home issnt as sweet as i tink...i dun wan anyone to tink tt im having some kind of depression or home sick..but im not...im not...
i need to come online to blog..blogging is the only way tt i can express bout my personal feelings...whr else or who else can i talked all these to? no one seems to be interested..i dunno who to tell..so all i can do is blog..and now? they forbid me to use the com...maybe for jus a few hours and during the weekends only...damn, this is not good...sadd..
hmm..shall not talk bout it anymre...bout this week? i dunno how to describe..every thing's so sucky...sigh..no mood to talk abt...i jus feel down...tt's all..

`peace out*

Green Day

2005-03-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Recently bought 2 of Green Day's album. "International Super Hits" and "American Idiot"...wanted to get those album long before. for "International Super Hits", it's a mixture of the album 'Dookie', 'Insomaniac', 'Warning' and 'Nimrod'...those tracks featured in those cd were put in "International Super Hits"...yep, and im loving it. for "American Idiot", it was Green Day's most recent album. the tracks inside are all awesome. and if those who have not realised, it's actually a story. story of 'jesus of suburbia'...it's a very long story...how he met St. Jimmy and whatsername. it's a nice story. life abt jesus of suburbia...etc. All This will be the reason y i only respect Green Day and their songs. =]

This is the story of 'american idiot',

DEFINITIONS IN THE STORY:

J./JOS/the Idiot of America: The Jesus of Suburbia
Tunny: Random person met on the street who Jimmy befriends
The Underbelly: JOS/Jimmy's group of friends
Mom and Brad: JOS' parents. The way that JOS refers to his father as Brad, could mean that is father is gone and Brad is a stepfather, which would explain why he's calling him by name.

AMERICAN IDIOT:
The title track of the album. Basically, there's a confused, disoriented, angsty kid wrapped around a world of misconception and he has nowhere to go and feels hopeless and miserable. So this kid, the Jesus of Suburbia, is just crying out an anthem for the world to hear, screaming miserably "Don't wanna be an American Idiot..." He sees that he's stuck in this 'redneck agenda' and there's not a damn thing he can do to change it.

JESUS OF SUBURBIA (CITY OF THE DAMNED, I DON'T CARE, DEARLY BELOVED, TALES OF ANOTHER BROKEN HOME) :
Everyone on the album has their own track. Jesus of Suburbia basically introduces us to the Jesus of Suburbia, how he was brought up in rage, and love, his atmosphere, friends, and basic general information.
Part I, JOS, is just an introduction. "I'm the son of rage and love, the Jesus of Suburbia..."...
Part II, City of The Damned, is just a crying out for help, hating his town, his city, and his overall miserable life that he lives.
Part III, I Don't Care, is properly named and is about just that. JOS' apathetic screams of pain and how he just doesn't fucking care about anything anymore.
Part IV, Dearly Beloved, is JOS asking if what he's feeling is natural, how he can get out, and if anyone can understand...Tales Of Another Broken Home,
Part V, is basically the end of the anthem. JOS is fed up, fucked up, and just decides to quit town and quit the life that he's living. "I don't feel any shame, I won't apologize. When there ain't NOWHERE you can go. RUNNING AWAY from pain, when you feel victimized, tales from another broken home"...and he just leaves.

HOLIDAY:
So JOS has just left town and he's living his life on the streets (Hear the sound of the falling rain...). He's speaking outloud and acting in vein :P, but it seems like he's talking himself into the fact that running away was the right thing to do. Explaining his reasons of discontent to himself. He still feels alone, and shunned from society, but it seems he feels a little more self-confidence, and happiness out on the road. It is also remotely political with the whole "Zeig heil..." thing, but it's basically just JOS yelling out and expressing his own dead beliefs onto the world. Like screaming into mid air. Also, to go 'on holiday' is said to be like, a vacation. So this is basically like an escape, a runaway. This leads us into Boulevard of Broken Dreams.

BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS:
JOS is out alone, on the cold streets, nothing to do, nowhere to go. The happiness has worn off and he walks alone. Everyone's asleep, no one can hear him, no one cares, and he just walks...

ARE WE THE WAITING?:
Still, alone, living it rough. JOS plays tricks in his mind, and you can see his slowly losing his sanity. He even starts to not believe who he is anymore. He's not the king of his local 711 out on the streets, where no one knows who he is...he's not the Jesus of Suburbia anymore. He's just...there.

Now is where the controversy starts. The album picks up into an angry, purely amazing, anthem about the ever-so-lovely St. Jimmy. Now, people have said, and this sounds pretty true, that the JOS is just pushed over the edge, turned into this new fuck you punkfuck named St. Jimmy. Basically, pushed off of the deep end into schizophrenia. Green Day, actually has stated, that JOS meets this kid, St. Jimmy, on the street somewhere, but that's questionable. I'll leave the interpretation up to you.

ST. JIMMY:
Fast, upbeat, so effing hardcore. St. Jimmy...the patron saint of the denial. Tough, rough, not afraid to kill. The run of the mill punkkid times 70. The hardest, baddest mother fucker around. He's lived his life on the streets, knows all, sees all. Lies, and pretty cocky to boot. He can actually be seen as a foil to JOS, who's totally innocent and callow going into this thing.

GIVE ME NOVACAINE:
JOS meets Jimmy and becomes close with him. They do drugs together, hang around together and JOS depends on Jimmy to keep him sane, without knowing anyone else. Give Me Novacaine is basically his experimentation with drugs, and how Jimmy introduces him to drugs to ease the pain of everyday life.

SHE'S A REBEL:
While on the streets, Jimmy and JOS meet a rebel girl named Whatsername. As described in She's A Rebel, she's holding on JOS' heart like a hand grenade. For JOS, it's love at first sight. It's a basic introduction to the girl, and a new twist in JOS' heart strings. New feelings, new mindset, new atmosphere.

EXTRAORDINARY GIRL:
Again, about Whatsername. JOS' feelings for her, what he thinks of her, etc...

LETTERBOMB:
After getting close with Whatsername, there is an eventual breakup. The beginning "Nobody likes you, everyone left you..."...is Whatsername taunting JOS, and writing him a goodbye letter. She explains that JOS doesn't care enough, and that he isn't who he thinks he is. "You're not the Jesus of Suburbia. The St. Jimmy is a figment of, your father's rage and your mother's love, that's made the idiot america"...she's explaining that JOS has turned into what he's always hated and she leaves him. "Well she said I can't take this place, I'm leaving you behind. She said I can't take this town I'm leaving you tonight..."

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS:
JOS is alone again. Lost his friends, the only girl he ever loved, he's out of home, out of job, and back where he started, sad and alone on the streets. He describes himself as innocent, or at least he was, and he just didn't last. They broke him down, and he's just dead inside. This is also, on a more personal note, a side song about Billie Joe's late father, who died years ago (September 1982), when Billie Joe was 10. Both explanations apply.

HOMECOMING (THE DEATH OF ST. JIMMY, EAST 12TH ST., NOBODY LIKES YOU, ROCK 'N' ROLL GIRLFRIEND):
JOS has nothing left to do. He's been on the streets. He stands alone again. So where else to go? Home. Part I, the Death of St. Jimmy. He's leaving the streets, he's going back, he's leaving Jimmy behind. He realizes that turning away wasn't the answer, and he's gained nothing from it except knowledge that life is no better in a different atmosphere. He hoped for too much, and got nothing in return. St. Jimmy kills himself, in a sense, in JOS' mind he's gone. Still, there's no one who cares, and nobody cares. Part II, East 12th St, tells us that JOS met and accepted conformity, got a job, and is just in his own world as people move around him. He'd rather be out and around with 'the underbelly', his friends. He feels trapped. Alone, and again, must get away. "This lifelike dream ain't for me"...Part III, Nobody Likes You. He's still depressed about losing Whatsername, as he waits for her to return, but no luck. All of his dreams at this point are shot to hell, as her voice still pounds in his head "NOBODY LIKES YOU, EVERYONE LEFT YOU..." Part IV, Rock 'N Roll Girlfriend, in the inlay, is shown as a postcard from "Tunny"...who seems to be another person JOS met while on the streets. Tunny explains that he's living it up where he is, and the rebel life he leads, while JOS is rotting with his dead end job, in his dead end life. Part V, We're Coming Home Again, is JOS accepting things. He's coming to the realization of everything and everyone, and is just accepting it. He comes home. It's left on a confusing note. He's not sure if he's happy or sad, he's just home, living, and he just...is.

WHATSERNAME:
After being home, and just living in normality, he still regrets losing Whatsername. It's been so long, he can't even remember her name. He wonders what happened to her, and can only remember. All he has is his memories of her. The album ends with him still trying to forget "If my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time, forgetting you, but not the time."...He doesn't regret living his life on the streets, using it as a learning experience, but still tries to forget Whatsername, and the pain that she put him through, and vice versa.

Seoul Garden.

2005-03-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

Seoul Garden. wenta eat seoul garden wif hui yi.jian ming and eddie. lol. our real motive to go thr is not to eat. is to play wif da food. as in mixing lotsa stuffs together and dare ourselves to eat them. but on da other hand was also to enjoy da food. hmm. now i noe y so so many ppl says seoul garden's food suck. well. i tink they really suck. lol. reasons for it, they have very few variety of food. mostly meat. and the meat wasnt nice at all. the marination sucked, they dun even noe how to marinate them. eww. it sucked. and the sushi they made. oh gosh! the salmon and the rice wasnt nice at all. the salmon was so not fresh! eww. hahaha. dun mean to bring down their title. but it really sucked. im not da only who said tt. so many ppl told me the food thr was not delicious at all. so wanted to try it out. all seemed to be true. i guess da only nice food thr was da Ice-cream...hehe. haha. it was not made by them though, it was frm marigold. haha.

So, bout da mixing of food...hmm, basically. we add in wadever we can find. we put in ice-cream. da soup. meat. chilli sauce. oil. fries. fruits. lemon tea. coke. green tea. sea shell. hotdog[raw]. and many other bits and pieces. LOL. it was DISGUSTING man! hahaha. i've captured da photo of it. scroll down for it. anw, we played game. called da 'open-number' whr we eat choose da number. 1-5. den add up. den count who's tt person. each person will den have to a spoonful of it. plus some food. not only the soup.well. i was lucky at first. i didnt lose at all. i tink the one who ate the most was Eddie. haha. he was unlucky though. at first it taste very very nice. taste jus like strawberry milkshake. wahahas. den afta tt we added things again. it somehow taste like vomit. it was really disgusting. yucks! haha. i was lucky throughout. i didnt get to taste a mouthful of it. so in the end they say they not happy. coz i didnt eat any. lol. so last game. they say, if i was the one, i have to eat 4 mouthfuls in a row. aites. jus my luck! i lost. wahaha.so i have to eat 4 mouthfuls of it. it was wif fries. the soup was okay. but da fries in it made me wanted to vomit coz it's hard to swallow it together wif da soup. so ended up wanting to puke. haha. was so full afta tt. lol.

not da first time. the first time was me and eddie. we drank coke. not normal one. but coke tt was left for 2 days. wif paper and pen ink in it. and me shaking it all da while. lol. tt one i was really scared. coz the ink might be posionous. so only me and eddie played. i drank one cap. and he drank one cap. haha.

today was green tea+ lemon tea+ chewing gum. not really disgusting. it was okay. haha.

lol. i tink tt's bout all. haha.

`peace out*

`disgusting aint it? haha.

`maybe we shld'nt have played wif food. kinda guilty. wahahas.

Muscle cramp.

2005-03-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

Muscle cramp. had bball training today. the training was okay. not really tt tough this time round. b4 tt, i was tinking whether i shld go for da training. went for it in the end. as i've skipped quite alot of training already. ran at the start of the training den b4 we went off we ran at the bball court for another 10 rounds. aites. shall not talk bout it anymre. walked home afta tt. wif my leg's muscles aching so so badly. den walked up da stairs. bad thing happened. i tink i've strained or pulled my leg muscle. or dunno isst a muscle cramp. the pain was unbearable. i can't even move my leg. it has turned into a 'U' shape. like disformed. it was so painful. i sat down in the middle of da pathway, on da stairs.i have totally no energy to walk. omg. i tink of tt i have phobia of taking the stairs alr. den sat at my sofa and rested. it happened once again. this time was my foot. same thing. 'U' shaped. eww... LOL! it's not da first time anw. few weeks ago, it happened also...in da middle of my sleep. the pain woken me up. i cant move. i lied down thr like dead, waiting for da pain to go away. tears were coming out of my eyes. LOL! nah...i didnt cry.
Pain. Pain. Pain. gosh....
haha. i tink today was becuz i haven been training for quite a time. so muscle cramp. lol. i'll be praying hard tt it wun happen again.!

`peace out*

bullied.

2005-03-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Bullied. OMG. they've gone to the extend of taking my shoe and my socks! LOL. im being bullied by those seated around me! lol. not only guys. the gal seated right behind me also! u shld noe who u're ya? LOL. fun though. but irritated at times. and i even fought wif them. haha.
lol. im posting this coz i really have nth to do. to kill my boredom. lol. im bored bored bored. =]

`peace out*

Dance works.

2005-03-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

Dance works. went to watch da dance works at suntec today.met huiyi den went thr. we went thr early was wif nadia and gang. they're doing da cheers. saw them performed. performance was excellent. nice. LOL. the cheer was un-clear though. but can see tt effort was put in by them. the dance by them was nice too. but cant see much energy frm them. so in the end we lost. won nth. didnt get into da finals. sucha pity. but i like our performance though we lost. i tink da champions was by woodlands sec. they really put on a great show. i even captured their performance. lol. Finals is at da Expo. dunno we're allowed to go thr to watch anot. hopefully. had lotsa fun seating at the atrium wif da gals. was thr singing and grooving to da music. cheered along too. lol. fun indeed. these are some of da photos i captured wif my phone. didnt manage to capture da dance one cuz someone's head was blocking and i cant get my eyes off frm da performance! lol.

`our cheerleaders. loud but un-clear.

`them again. nice performance.

`this is da champion's team performance.

`this is jus da stage.

tt's all.

`peace out*

results.

2005-03-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

Results.for common test. didnt do quite well this time.did real bad for some of da subjects. i'll jus post those i remb.

English: 12/30 [ wrote out of point. yea, agreed. i chose the wrong topic. i alr regretted tt day.]
Chinese: 21.5/100 [hahas. expected. didnt study for it.the lowest i got]
Math: 28/40 [Hmm. so-so. good is wad teacher wrote.]
Physics: 19.5/25 [ Good.the best i got i tink. =]
Chemistry: 26/50 [Jus a pass.]
Poa: [i forgot but i failed i remb.new to da subject?hahas.i dunno.cuz i wasnt paying attention her her lesson]
Social Studies: 16/25 [Moderate. not tt good]

aites. tt's all. results werent tt sastifactory. esp. chinese. pathetic 21.5/100. LOL.
wee~ cant wait to see the Dance Works tmrw. =]

`peace out*

boring.

2005-03-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

Boring. Havent been updating these fews days or rather weeks. nth much to talk abt. even if i update no one will read or seems to cares. but dairy are meant to be kept as a secret. makes no difference. this week in sch, everything are the same. same old routine. sick and tired of it. but somehow i was being bullied. by those guys and gals seated around me. throwing bits and pieces of rubber on me. well, rubber fight? sounds so childish. but it's fun though. =] Hmm.today, played wif paper-plane. we challanged, see whose plane fly the furtherest. i lost, i got 2nd. Lol. so so childish, but we didnt fly it in the class. we flew it outside, in the open-air. my fren flew all down. so many pf paper-planes on the floor. tt's the only fun part.flying it in the open-air. aites. tt's all. this coming sunday going to watch The Dance Works. at suntec. cuz our sch is taking part in it. gotta go and see them.cuz we have talented dancers in our sch? yea. gotta go and support them. hopefully our sch will get thur. Good Luck y'll! gotta blaze....=]
`peace out*

Constantine.

2005-02-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

Constantine. is wad i watched to today.find it quite an extraordinary movie. it's Keanu Reeves starring as John Constantine. he's so-called an exorsist in the movie. he has the ability to clearly recognize the half-breed angels and demons that walk the earth in human skin. Lol. he can go to Hell and back to earth. tt's a very special gift. it's really a great movie. watch it. 4.5/5 stars for it. =]

green day...

2005-02-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

New skin...Green Day once again.

Firstly. Congrats to Green Day for winning da Best Rock Album at The Grammys.

These are their pics.

update...

2005-02-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

wasn't around the whole week...was at malaysia...celebrating CNY...haven't got da phots rdy yet...i'll upload them when i they're rdy...coz of some usb. prob...so cant upload the yet...

Quite some time since i updated...was busy...hmm...today...lotsa things happened in class...lol...disipline cases...haha...3 of my classmates ran away for classes...blah blah...their names was called over da PA system...and called down to da office...so many teachers were invovled and so many lectures...den me...some how...played during cme...jianming provoked me...he used a bat...or it was da casing tt belongs to his chair...he used it to hit me...it was painful...so i wanted revenge...i snatch it wif him...of coz i got no strength...i was struggling...den teacher saw...called both of us to stand outside...haha...didn't really care...coz alot ppl are outside also...den went outside...he took down our names...dunno wanna give who...lol..dun care...
Aites...afta sch went to wm wif huiyi...i wanted to change my hair wax...i bought da wrong one...den went to change it...den afta tt had lunch at BK den went home...

`peace out*

flag day...

2005-02-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Flag day today was pathetic...haha...jus da donations...hmm...went to bugis, i was wif nadia & huiyi...we started off late...we went to woodlands to have breakfast first...ate till bout 10.30 den we left...so went to bugis...stand for 2 hrs plus...den we went off...i din really care...i was jus standing thr...u wan donate dun wan donate...den ur business...i noe it was wrong...but who cares...but occasionally i will go and ask...i hate those ppl who jus pretend tt we're not existing...some if they dun wan to donate...they'll jus shake their head wif a smile...but some...jus totally ignore me...usually are those elderlys donating...very few youngsters...in da end i got bout 1/3 of da tin occupied...hmm...it's considered not bad alr...but i mus say i had fun wif nadia and huiyi during da flag day... =]

afta tt...we went to eat...shopping...den we saw Miss Siew, our form teacher ! haha...she was at da bus stop...den we saw her...went up to her...we were like screaming...Miss Siew Miss Siew !!! haha...she was very embarrased...haha...we asked her to donate...but she got no more change...so instead...she gave us $2 let us eat or buy drinks...haha...how kind was she...haha...so we took it and went to LJS to eat...den afta tt went report back at 3 pm supposed to be reporting at 2...we went back late...den afta tt wen to take neoprints...den went home...

Jus made this skin by my own...yes, yes, yes...it's Green Day once again...haha...=]

Im going to malaysia tmrw morning...for CNY celebration...every yr also da same...hmm...wun be going to sch for da nxt of whole week...

`peace out*

chocked...

2005-02-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

I chocked and swallowed a piece of chewing gum in class today...=]
Wahaha...was laughing...den i jus swallowed it...

fuck off...

2005-02-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

HILLGROVE IS A PIECE OF SHIT !!! TOTAL BULLSHIT !!!
STUPID SCH HAS STUPID RULES...FUCK LAH...

USING A PHONE DURING RECESS ALSO CANNOT? GO EAT SHIT LAH
I WAS CAUGHT USING MY PHONE DURING RECESS
OR MY FREN WAS...
BUT I WAS BEING CAUGHT BY MRS YEOW...DA FREAKAZIOD PRINCIPAL...
BLAH BLAH BLAH...SHE USES TT STUPID FACE OF HERS AND TOLD ME...
I DUN WANNA SEE ANY HANDPHONE...AND SHE REACHES OUT HER HAND FOR MY PHONE...
I'VE GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO GIVE IT TO HER...
EVERYONE IN DA CANTEEN WAS LOOKING AT ME...
AITES...SHE ASKED ME TO GO REPORT TO MR SONG [DM] AND REPORT MY NAME AND CLASS TO HIM...
WENT THR...HE TOOK MY PHONE AND ASK ME AFTASCH ASK MY PARENTS TO CLAIM IT...FUCK MAN...
WAS DAMNED PISSED OFF....
WENT BACK TO CLASS...TOTALLY NO MOOD TO STUDY...
AFTER SCH WENT TO LOOK FOR MR SONG IF HER WANS TO GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE...
HE REFUSED...HE WANS MY PARENTS TO COME DOWN AND CLAIM IT...
FUCK OFF...
CALLED MY MUM DOWN...SHE CAME AND I GOT MY PHONE BACK...
HE SAID IF I WAS CAUGHT BY HIM IT WULD NOT BE SO SERIOUS...
BUT I WAS CAUGHT BY MRS YEOW...DA PRINCIPAL...

HILLGROVE SUCKS...BUDGET SCH...NO MONEY...
WAD'S WIF DA GREENERY?
EVERYTHING ALSO NEED MONEY...
HAS STUPID RULES...WAD KINDA SCH IS THIS?
NO MONEY DEN DUN CONSTRUCT THIS SCH LAH...IDIOTS...

HILLGROVE SUCKS !!!

punished...

2005-01-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

IM BEING PUNISHED TO COPY DA SOCIAL STUDIES TXTBK !!!
WTH man...jus failing a test and i need to copy da text? Freak man !!! hafta stay back today and copy...shld be going to detention room to copy...but didn't go...i copied it in class...
Luckily i have my mp3 player to accompany me =P
`peace out*

sakae...

2005-01-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Aites...today...
`this was requested by huiyi...she asked me to post this...haha...today in class...i wanted a sweet...she dun wan give me...but she say she's gonna give me da one she's eating...haha...so spit it on my hand and dared me to eat...da guys around us was looking too...so i dared myself to eat...and i jus ate it...wahaha...da guys were 'eww-ing' all da way...haha...nvm lah...gurls mah...we dunno share how many things together liao lor...haha...ookay tt's all...

`today afta sch went to eat sakae wif huiyi and jianming...to celebrate huiyi's bday in advance... so we ate da buffet...which cost $13.90...alrite...had fun while eating...hmm...eat frm 3 plus till 5 plus...chatting while eating...ya...eh...den got bill...total was $54.90...hmm..alrite lah...i treated huiyi for her meal...her bday mah...okay...den afta tt walk walk den went home...tt's all. =]

`peace out*

stressed...

2005-01-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

Sumtimes i jus wonder...y do i belong to this place called 'Earth'...when sum ppl say i shldn't be here...im jus starting to reflect.Maybe i jus dun belong to this place...or maybe this fucked up place...im jus wondering...and reflecting.well maybe i jus shldn't exist...nvr be seen in this place.........nvr..........
Walking home, drowning these memories in the rain, biting my lip to transfer this pain........painful ...
I long for my happy childhood days.
Or maybe i jus suffer frm Inferior Complexity.
I do realise i have split identities, in school and at home.
Which is the real me?
I really need to noe...

shopping spree

2005-01-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

Went on a shopping spree today...wif my mum and sis...went to Far East first...walk walk...got a skirt and a belt frm 77th street...quite like da belt...finally...haha...dun need to fight wif my sis for belts anymore...haha...need belts to match wif my jeans...gonna get a levi's jeans soon...Yippee!! haha...gettin' so impatient for tt levi's jeans...waited for so long alr...coz both my sis has one each...only i dun have...so gonna get one for myself soon...haha...=] den went to wisma...but found nth...so afta tt went to heeren... my sis got shirts and skirts too...evryone got something for themself...wanted to get a billabong shirt frm 77th street too...but no more size...da size all too big and da patterns all not so nice...da one i wanted was bought by some one else...haiz...so sad...nvm...go other places to find...hmmm...i guess tt's all for today...mite go out tmrw again to find clothes again... =]

`peace out*

soccer match

2005-01-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

went to watch soccer match on sunday...Singapore vs Indonesia...haha...singapore my country...indonesia also half of my country...well actually my mum's...so dunno shld support who...haha...but of coz is supported singapore lah...this time we had car as da transportation...so not tt bad lah...only tt we went into da stadium too late...so didn't managed to get a good seat...haha...shld blame ouselves for tt...haha...aites...da score wad Singapore-2 and indonesia-1...hahaa...SINGAPORE WON !!! 2nd time they got champions for tiger cup...first time was at vietnam...haha...anws...congrats for singapore...here are some of da pics i took using my fone...enjoy, =]

`look at da reds and look at da whites...haha...pathetic indonesia wif so few supporters...haha

`some of da players on da field...playing so hard for singapore...haha

`da singapore supporters !!! haha...

tt's bout all...
`peace out*

looking forward...

2005-01-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

im so looking forward for da match later...going to watch singapore vs indonesia finals for da tiger cup...really hope to see singapore holding da cup...haha...hmm...going wif my sis.benson.ken.weiquan...going thr bout 5...den go eat first den watch da match...benson even requested tt we shall paint our face wif singapore's flag...haha...he said mus shout like we have nvr shout b4...haha...shout till we have sore throat...haha...coz it's da last match played in da national stadium b4 it's being renovated...we have to wear red we have to paint our face wif sg's flag and we have to shout out LOUD !!! haha...sure gonna have fun ltr...i bet so...haha =]

Aites...jus listened to Eminem's album-encore...find it rather nice...only few songs i like...da one i like most is 'MockingBird' coz it's really meaningful...he's dedicating tt song to his daughter...abt how he started his job...and everything circumstances he goes thru...abt his daughther abt his wife...indeed meaningful...here's da lyrics, Enjoy =]

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that other limb
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that ?limb up? little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeahIt's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)
-Eminem, MockingBird

`peace out*

New skin...

2005-01-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

New skin as u can see...aitez...theme is 'Punk' ... Haha...lurve it...'punk's da new future' ...Quite agree wif it actually...welcome to da new society. no one understands us, wad makes u tink u could? When u hate them but can't stop them, join them ! WooHoo...so so so meaningful...Muahaha...'The punkster.Dun mess wif me' ...Kewl...PUNK PUNK PUNK!!!
`peace out*

sch again...

2005-01-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

Aitez...sch back again...sec 3 this yr...totally diff. haha...well at least im considered 'upper' sec student alr....haha...aites wad to say bout this yr...Hmm...form teacher: Miss Siew...lol...i've diffculity pronoucing her name...so i called her 'tissue' instead...hahah...lol..hope not any teachers see this...well who's gonna see and who cares...haha...well first day see her not quite like it..coz she's like quite strict and 'dao' but afta afew days...she's getting along wif us alr...we can even joke wif her...even during her class...we chat and laugh...she dun really mind...hmm...not bad not bad...den maths was ms koh...quite surprised...coz she told us last yr she wasn't going to teach sec 3's anymore...haha...hmm...not bad not bad...den eng was ms toh...no comments...not bad too...den chem was Ms wang...lol...wth first lesson whole class alr got a lecture frm her...when she walked in...everyone was like " WAD OH NOOO NOOO !!!" haha...she's boring lar...den phy...eh is who arh? forget liao...den POA was ms tai or dunno her surname...hmm...one word: BORING !!!....basically during her lesson everyone was taking it as a chance to sleep...i look around the whole class...almost everyone's head was on da table...haha...she only tok to those seated infront....hahaha...boring sia...chinese...haha...dun need say lar...boring too...but at least can play...old lady mar...hehehe...haha...lol...den the rest im not going to mention...bout da same...hmmm...tt's all...aitez...cya...peace!

soccer match...

2005-01-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

went to watch soccer-singapore vs myanmar 2nd leg, at da national stadium wif my sis.benson.weiquan and ken...lol...they're my close god-bruddas...hmm...benson was da one who suggested to go and watch...since it's da last day of da holiday...so we went to have fun...we bought our tickets...den afta tt we went to a restaurent and dine...at 'da granduer' i tink...i forgot how to spell...anws...so had buffet...eh... da food was quite nice actually...only poor service..haha...den still got budda jump over da wall...haha...but didn't eat tt...haha...dun really dare to...haha...u mite say it's a waste...but dun really like tt dish...hmm...so afta we dined...we went into da stadium...afta abt 20 mins of da game...den look at da score board...singapore-0...myanmar-1...haha...wasn't quite happy wif da score...coz we're supporting for singapore....den...we put on da red shirt they gave us...haha...was cheering for them...den afta afew mins...myanmar scored another goal...hmm....everyone was so panic...wondering if sg. wuld lose...den dunno half-time or additonal time-30mins was given...so they started off again...well singapore scored da first goal...den followed by da second...den followed by da 3rd and followed by da 4th...it was really remarkable...i tink becoz myanmar has only 7 players playing...so sg. managed to win...hmm...so da game ended wif da score of SINGAPORE- 4...myanmar-2...haha...so proud tt sg. won...haha....den the crowd was doing da kallang wave and 'ole ole' so i joined too...the ambience was really diff. if u watch it at da stadium...haha...so afta da match...the ppl frm myanmar was not happy...den thr's fight on da field...den...i saw this grp of ppl...all wearing black...i tink it's a gang...den they ran over to the myanmar side...lol...it was so scary...it was jus like those gangster in da movie...all running together...haha...nice scene...haha...well...they are jus sore-losers...i tink they had a fight afta da match...den police came...lol..i dunno wad happened...den afta tt...walked to find a mrt station or bus-stop...it's sucha long journey...well...in da end still took taxi home...hmm...i guessed tt's abt all...

`Da die hard fans of singapore...

done...

2005-01-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hahah...finally finished my homewrk...see im sucha a hardwrking gal...nah...jking...i forced myself to do tt...haha...so i can happily spend da rest of my holiday...hmm...spent bout 3 hours? to finish all of 'em...yea i guessed so...but i guess most of da time i jus kept concentrating da music playing in my room's hi-fi set...haha...~wif da music on turned so up loud tt no one hears u screaming...... ~ haha...sounds so familiar ya? haha it's frm da lyrics of 'welcome to my life'...haha....alrite...schs re-opening soon...hmm...sort of feeling happy and sad...haha...i jus miss sch...and my frens...haha...sort of getting bored of this blogskin...gonna change a new one tmrw i guess...maybe to surfbabe's pic? ya, lotsa them in my com now...haha...hmm...tt's bout all...anws...Happy new year !!! It's 2005 !!!

honey...

2004-12-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Inspired by da movie 'honey'...so made this skin...i noe it's quite a long time since honey has flimed...but i still like it alot...i've watch it quite alot of times...and it nvr fails to make me bored...it's bout jessica alba trying to accomplish her dream...i like da last part of da movie...'da dance benefit', it features all of them dancing together...the movie is jus awesome.I love all da songs they used in da movie...i've got all da songs. Well...she can really dance and she does choreography in da movie...she dances really well...jus like 'you got served'...both of da movies inspired me to learn dancing...'honey' teaches hip hop and 'you got served' teaches break-dancing...really wan to learn 'em both afta watching da movies...
Well..bout today nth much actually...jus came online...and created this skin..my neighbours gave me a Roxy sling bag as a bday present for me...and im happy like hell...haha...it's really nice...it was given by their whole family...really like it alot...Aite i tink tt's abt all...at nite i'll try to finish my homewrk...so tt i can relax for da rest of my holiday.

sentosa trip...

2004-12-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...27th Dec...went to sentosa wif HuiYi, XiaoQing, Weina...they celebrated my bday wif me...a msg to 'em : A big thank you for da cake and da present. Alrite...morning met all of them den set off...reached thr bout 12 plus? den went to palawan beach...went into da water...den they complained tt da sand very rough...haha...so went to siloso beach instead...haha...den we finally settled thr...den went inside da sea to swim...at first we started at da shore only...didn't dare to go really deep...den afta tt...we dare ourselves to go deeper...till we cannot reach da sand at all...so we have to trap water...which means we have to float by ourselves...when we noe how to do tt...we went even deeper...haha...it was indeed fun for me and xiaoqing...but for huiyi...she has to use our support...which means she mus hold on to me den she dare to go deeper...okay...so we swam and swam deeper...until one time...huiyi lost grip or sumthing...so i went to her to help her...she held on to my hand...she tried to swim back...den she pushed my hand...until my whole body was submerged into da water...haha...so i tried to get myself up...and try to help huiyi back to da shore...but i can't...coz she was continuously pushing me down to let herself float and swim back...haha...so she was treating me as a support...lolz...haha...den afta she left...she swam away...she still kicked me...lolz...haha...den i quickly swim back myself to da shore...lol..when i reached da shore...i was still panting...haha...afta tt...she dun really dare to go anymore deeper already...haha...but we continued to swim...till bout 4 plus...den afta tt we lied on da sand and sun-tan...afta sun-tanning...we went back to swim for awhile b4 going to bath...afta bathing...we realised we're all getting to have sun-burn...mine was on my nose and my upper cheek and my arms...haha...good...but now my arms...i tink they're over-tanned...haha...hmm...afta bathing we find a table to cut da cake...den they gave me a present...really like da cake and shirt and da exceptional card huiyi made for me...haha...thanks alot ya guys...hmm...afta tt xiaoqing wanted to watch da musical fountain...but when we reached thr...it was raining...so didn't mananged to catch it....so we went out of sentosa to have dinner...actually wanted to have steamboat but xiaoqing can't...so didn't den we can't decide whr to go...so went to westmall to have dinner lor...den chit chat...den went home...hmmm...reached home at bout 9.30...lol...den afta tt...benson bought a cake and asked everyone to come over to celebrate wif me...haha...thanks again for da cake...hmm...it tink tt's abt all for yst...okay...im officially 14 now...haha...

Im 14...

2004-12-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

Okay first of all...im 14 !!!...haha...i've jus turned 14 today...haha...

Aite...im not around for da past 2 days...i at a chalet...so im so tired now, coz i for da past 2 days i only slept for 2-3 hours...stayed up to play games...haha...my eyes are half-closed while typing this post...*yawn* ... Hmm...i enjoyed alot of things thr...da pool table...da gym...and of coz da swimming pool....it was located at Changi SAF yatch club...lol...i guess u all mus be wondering whr da hell it was...haha...nvm...it's at da very far end of changi...it has a great view frm da room...a piece of big sea...lol...in da aftanoon today...went to da Gym...work out...den went to swim...swam for bout 3-4 hours...was so dead beat...den afta bathing went fishing...lol...coz thr's a place for us to fish...but waited for 2 hours...in da end we caught nth...haha...den came back...
Alrite i tink tt's abt all...i can't tink anymore now...im very very very tired...no more energy...im tinking how am i gonna wake up later and meet my frens to go sentosa...lol...i guess i'll be sleeping at da beach...lol...bye for now...gonna sleep....

dEaD LiZard...

2004-12-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha...look a dead lizard floating on my fish tank's water...hahaha...GROSSsss !!! Stupid lizard tt droped inside my fish tank...haha...poor fishy...they mus be tinking wth tt was...haha...

New shoe...

2004-12-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

Went JP(again) wif huiyi...lol...we jus went to get our sch shoes...if not we'll nvr ever go tt place...haha...walk till sian liao thr...haha...same thing...this time finally got our shoes...haha...lol...got lotsa money matters...she blur i also blur...haha i give u how much u give me how much...lol...change till messed up...haha...well...afta getting our shoes went walking round da mall...till we have to whr to go...so went to library...sat thr chit chat...den hungry...so went to eat at KFC blah blah blah...den went home...holidays are so so boring...

NeW pHoNe...

2004-12-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

"Fill your life with sound"

Yep...this is my new phone (Motorola E398)...haha...got it yst nite. It's a gift frm my mum as a bday present for me...thx mummie...hehe...well...frankly speaking...i got tt phone becoz of da features inside...haha...thr's MP3 player...wif stereo speakers...the sound system is so so good...haha...has 64MB for me to store my songs...and the song can be set as ringtone...wif video playback...a bulit in camera wif flash...haha...lol...enuff. Seems like im advertising da phone...but no...haha...

Aragon...

2004-12-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Jus came across this pic...and find it so beautiful...omg...it's like so perfect !!! Frm Lord Of The Rings. I miss da movie...i really hope i can get the trilogy...but it so EX!!! Haha...nice pic.

BaCk...

2004-12-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

Well..im back...and so wad? Like anyone cares? I've been thr for only a week...well basically i prefer staying at sg. but this trip is only to get things for my frens...and got nagged at by my mum and sis when i got home...they were like 90RM and u still buy it? blah blah...didn't care bout them...wad for? it's my own money...and they're angpow money...means i have the FREEDOM to use it as i wish...nvm...okie...tt's all i have to say...coz whether im not around or im around...it makes no diff. so why wuld anyone care if im back? Ok...enuff.

Off to LanGkaWi...

2004-12-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

Oh My Goddness ! Haha...im jus back frm Indonesia last Sat. and now...Im off to Langkawi (Malaysia) again...well...it's my father's hometown...and as i've said b4...the beach there is excellent...haha...beautiful...it's an island in malaysia...a surfer's paradise? Well, maybe...haha...but i'll be only going for 10 days...so i'll be back by da 17th? Maybe...Hmm...

Today...went out wif Hui Yi...wanted to get our school shoes at JP...but there's no more size and pattern tt we like...so didn't get it...the person say there'll be new stocks coming in this friday...so we'll go again when i come back...Den we went to catch a movie...well actually we're there to catch Alexander...but somehow it was M18...WTH WTF...haha...dun blame me...coz im a fanatic of war flims...so quite dissapointed tt can'r watch it...haha...so went to watch Without a paddle instead...a funny show...bout 3 guys into da jungle finding D.B, treasures...a long story...haha...watch it urself...haha...hmm...overall quite nice...very funny...4 stars...=) Hmm...den afta tt shop shop...she bought a pencil box...while i got nth...haha...den we realise tt we're walking round and round the mall again and again...haha...nth to shop..bored of tt mall...haha...hmm...den went to westmall...den went home...have to get home early coz im leaving at 7.30pm...packed my stuff alr...hmm...i guess tt's all...

~ Good bye sg. once again...and wassup! to Langkawi...~ =)

bAck FrM InDo...

2004-12-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM INDONESIA !!!
Haha...i've been thr for 19 days to be exact.Haha sort of miss Singapore. Haha...so much things to update...Hmm...i went to 5 states in Indonesia namely- Jakata. Ujung pandang. Surabaya. Manilo. Bo ne. Haha...took 5 flights in total. This is how it goes...
Singapore --> Jakata
Jakata --> Ujung Pandang
Ujung Pandang --> Surabaya
Surabaya --> Jakata
Jakata --> Singapore
Haha... i personally like Ujung Pandang [My mum's birth-place] the most...haha..thr's delicous food. Shopping. Fun. The food thr's is so so so nice...haha...espacially the 'Ikan Bakar' (Barbequed fish) haha...with the 4 diff. kinds of sambal and chilli. Haha...ate throughout the whole day...u wun feel hungry thr...haha...so i tink i've gained weight...haha...hafta excersise more...eat less...haha...diet! Hmm...for Jakata and Surabaya, basically it's mostly shopping...but to go to one place, each trip takes an hour to rreach...haha...so tired of sitting in the car already...haha...and the ppl thr all uses 'ahmad' (chauffeur) haha...so rich..and my relative says, " each family at least have 2-3 cars." haha...so rich, and i see those car's on da road...mostly are 'space wagon' haha...they call it 'kijang' which has 7 seats....haha...but thr are also alot of beggars thr...they usally stand at the traffic junction and ask for money...den i collect losta of coins. Den when they come...i'll wind down my window and give them, but my mum say give those who deserve it...coz thr are some teenagers, they can wrk but they dun wan...so didn't gave them...only gave those disabled and childrens and elderlys...=)...Hmm...wad else? Oh..ya...everything thr needs 'tips'... Like...when u U-turn, thr will be one person standing thr...and u'll have to give them some money...also, when u park somewhr, thr will be someone standing thr to look afta ur car...den when u go back..u'll have to give them tips too...haha...also, i saw a kid at the traffic junction, while waiting for the green light...the lil' kid will help u to wipe ur motor or car...so we'll give them money too...the kid i saw i tink he was only 5-6 yrs old...haiz...Hmm...I bought lotsa things too...chewing gum.Pirated vcds. Pirated games. Haha...luckily we didn't got caught. Haha...Hmm...still got anything i missed? Well i tink there's a whole lot of things i didn't mention here...haha...nxt time when i remb. Heez...coz im too tired to recall..haha...Bye =)

AwAy...

2004-11-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be da last post for da nxt 2 weeks...haha...coz im not singapore...im off to Indonesia...yay! Haha...well...hmm, yst...went to Marina South to celebrate my neighbour's bday...went to thr abt 7pm...den eat till 10 plus...there was...me, my sis, 2 of my neighbours and her bf, benson and weiquan...had da bbq/steamboat...till 10pm liddat den afta tt...we're off to play pool...haha...real pool not online pool...actually im not supposed to play coz im under da age of 16...haha...but da person dun really care tt much...so jus play lor...haha...i sucked at pool...haha..dun really noe how to play...though i've played it b4...haha...but still can't play well...haha...still training hard...so, played for abt 2 hours plus...den went off at bout 12am plus...haha mid-nite already...so we went to da bus stop to wait for da bus...but found out tt there's no more bus afta mid-nite...den we dunno wad to do...so we tot taking da taxi...but everyone's out of cash...so we have to walk to da mrt station to take money frm atm...haha...so we walked frm marina south all da way to da marina bay[mrt station] it's such a long journey !!! We took about an hour plus to reach there...and everyone was dead beat...haha...we tot it wuld be near but it's so far!!! Haha...nvm...so reach there...went into da mrt station...we found out tt there was no atm machine !!! Haha...we're all so mad...haha...wasted a trip...den at last we discussed tt we will hail da taxi first ...den we'll ask da driver to stop somewhr tt we can press money frm da atm first...so we set off...in 3 diff cabs...so at last about 1 or 2 am den reach home...haha...so late alr...den sleep liao lor...haha so tired...

Hmm...today went out wif weina.xiaoqing.huiyi...to catch da movie 'taxi' we went to cinelesiure to catch it...reached thr abt 1pm...den bought our tickets den we shopped and eat first coz thr's still time...den 3.15 went back to catch da movie...Hmm, overall i tink da movie's quite nice...3.5/5 stars for me...hehe...da model/theif is hot[Gisele Bundchen] haha...she's really chio lar...haha...but in da movie...they're all so clever...haha...bank robbery...nice~ haha...Queen Latifah is hot too...haha...lurve her style...but da cop/andy is dumb though...haha...Lurve da 'extraordinary' taxi so much...haha...it's so ~cool~ haha...hmm...den afta da movie...it was abt 5 plus...so went to take neoprints again...haha....den went home afta tt...

Im off to Indonesia for da nxt 2 weeks...so wun be online or wad so ever...aww...gonna miss my com...haha...i'll be back by 4th Dec...haha...

~~Good Bye Singapore and Hello! to Indonesia~~

LeaViNg...

2004-11-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

Well...my blog's gettin dusty...hahaz...well...have been a long time since i last update...well, basically...im jus rotting at home...everyday's da same rountine for me...wake up, watch tv, use com...den use com again...if not listen to music...haha...but 4 more days...i'll be going to indonesia...for a holiday...for 2 weeks...yay...at least something to kill my boredom...well den i'll be coming back on da 4th of dec...den afta afew more days...i'll be going to malaysia...haha...wth...non-stop holiday? haha...but i enjoy it...Hey it's like...da first trip-to my mum's homeland-indonesia...den afta tt da nxt trip-to my dad's homeland-Langkawi [it's a beach/island in malaysia] u gotta go to da beach thr...it's Beautiful...haha...lolz...anyway..im still gonna miss singapore...my com...my frens...haha...
Bout yst nite...i can't sleep...maybe i drank a cup of coffee and it kept me awake...haha so i can't sleep...so i took my MD to bed and den listen...listen for so long...den look at da clock...it was 2.30 am alr...but still can't sleep...continued listening...till 3am...den off da MD den went to sleep...haha...so kinda tired now...haha...gtg now...bye =)

TiReD...

2004-11-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm...update on yesterday's happenings...yesterday night, me and my neighbours were playing lan game at home...yea, at home...haha...in da living room...3 laptops were set up and 2 computers were wrking...i was using da living room's com and my sis was using da room's com...den 3 laptops on da table...we downloaded the games - Command & Conquer, Troy...but only troy can wrk...Command and conquer can't wrk...all strategy game...troy was challenging...but diff. to control...we were waiting for the command and conquer game to load but took a very very long time...so continued other games first-Yahoo pool and maple story...hahaz...very fun coz everyone was sitting around the table playing computer games...jus like da internet cafe outside...so waited and waited till about 2 am in da morning but it still didn't wrk...so we went to 'Alif' da roti prata restaurent opposite my house to have supper...there was 6 of us...raining somemore...so each of us took an umbrella and went down...hahaz...ate till 2.30 am liddat den went home...we decided to play board games...2 choices- Risk or Game of Life...so we choose Game of life...haha...first round we follow the rules of da game...but da second round we play da opposite...so if we're to pay da bank money...instead we'll get money frm da bank...hahaz...Rules are made to be broken...hahaz...was giggling away...had so much fun...play and play and play...den look at da clock it was alr 5.30am in da morning...hahaz...but everyone seems to be still energized....hahaz ... so continued playing till 7.30 am in da morning...hahaz...den everyone went home to sleep...i went to sleep at bout 7.45 am in da morning...haha so weird...ppl are waking up at this time yet we're sleeping at this time...hahaz...slept till 3pm in da aftanoon den woke up...hahaz...den brush teeth...den see tv lor...watched a movie on AXN chn...The Fan...very nice, bout baseball...but the story very complicated...hahaz...aite i tink tt's about all...ARGGGG !!! im so bored at home...even though it's holiday but i dun enjoy it at all...nth to at home...other den tv or computer i got nth else to do...or go out...but rarely...but going to indonesia soon...for bout 2 weeks...yay! but i'll miss my computer...haha...alrite bye =)
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TeNNis...

2004-11-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

8.30 reached sch to collect back our report books...well i got 3 U...and dunno how many 5s and 4s and 3s...but no 2s and 1s...well didn't perform well for this year...becoz i myself noe tt i didn't put in 100% effort to study for all da exams...haiz...gonna be nagged by my parents again...sian...aite.afta taking da report books...went back to get my tennis rackets and den went to veron's house to play...well basically, not everyone was playing tennis...only me agnes huiyi were da ones playing...da rest was playing badminton...Urgg...da weather was darn hot...afta i went off frm da court and my frens told me i've darken...omg, coz i myself is already very dark...plus more dark...im so so so ...erm darker...Muhaha...but no lar...i see myself in da mirror i dun see any diff...haha...arg..wad air veer...aite afta tennis went to lot 1...had lunch...den shopping...my back was aching coz wif da rackets hanging on it...and 2 on my hand...but at least we got take turn to hold on to da racket...but going back home was tough for me...haha...hafta carry all 3 back home..and it's raining...arg...nvm...ending here...byebye =)
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pRoMoTiOn...

2004-10-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Sad...i noe which class im into now...i'll be going into 3A1...i tink it's a geog. class...tt's da class i want to be in...good for me but dissapointing for others...the four us which usually hang out together-me. huiyi. xiao qing. weina. is being separated...only for weina...b4 going down to the office to see da results...some of us started to cry already...we really dun wanna noe...coz we are afraid tt we'll be separated...sum of our friends went down to see...we didn't went down coz there's a huge crowd...so our friends came back and told us...we're being separated...all of us cried...except me and one or 2...those best friends together are all separeted...for my grp's case, only weina is being separated...she went to 3a2...so cried very bitterly, so only left me huiyi and xiaoqing da same class, so sad...we cannot be together anymore, but if we're still good frens we still can be together, this msg is for weina, i now u always come to read my blog --dun worry tt u're da only one gonna be left out frm da 4 of us, we will still come and find u...we will still be da best of frens...we wun left u out alone...no worries =) --...cried and cried and cried...den went to wm to settle down...so went to KFC...sat there...had lunch...den chat for a long time b4 going back home...bought camera today...but doesn't seemed to be right time to take photos when my frens are all crying wif red eyes...hahaz, so didn't take lor...sumore huiyi not here today...so odd...coz usually is da four of us mar...msg for huiyi--get well soon-- hahaz...dun say i not concern for u lah...hahaz...monday going back to sch to get report book...den afta taking it, we'll go to play tennis...at veron's house(condo)...bring my 3 rackets there...hahaz...gonna have fun on monday !! hahaz...gd nite =)
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CeLLuAr...

2004-10-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

*ring ring* beep beep beep * (u might be wondering wad im toking abt)
Haha...coz today afta sch went to watch 'Cellular' wif huiyi (once again) hahaz...we seemed to be on a movie marathon (sp?)...hahaz...there's still lotsa movie coming up for us to watch...can't wait to watch shark tale...alrite, bout da movie...an exciting movie...hahaz...the story is bout kidnapping...u guys shld really watch it...i shall give it 3.5/5 stars...hehe...all the while i tink tt they are trying to advertise the phone-Nokia...hahaz...Half-way through the movie...huiyi needs to go to da ladies very urgently...den i was like, "hey.it's da exciting part u noe..." den i try to keep telling her to tolerate alil' longer...den she was like, "ok ok..." but it didn't last...afta few mins she complained to me again...keep asking me to accompany to go to da toilet...so no choice so hafta follow her...dunno y she dun dare to go alone...hahaz...so ran there and ran back home...but missed a part, when we came back, the police was shot and one lady was dead..haha.. nvm lor...so continued, but luckily tt wasn't really da most 'exciting' part...hahaz...it tink tt's all bout da movie...afta da movie it was abt 5.00pm plus...so went back home...as we walk out both of us was trembling, so COLD den took bus home...

Today was sucha unlucky day...b4 going to watch the movie...my bag broke...the strap at da side...my bag was too heavy...arg...sucha lousy quality tt bag is...i'll promise nvr to buy bag frm yellow anymore...but sad thing is, da bag was a birthday present frm my neighbour...last year...haiz...luckily huiyi ask me to buy a 'carribean'(sp?) or all of us call it da 'hook' den use it to hook on to my bag...haha thx ya...den going back tt time...on da bus...dunno isst da bus is old or wad? Da back door wasn't working...at da first stop da back door can't be opened...the driver went to da 'emergency button' to try out...but to no avail...it didn't wrk...and they were like trying and trying...den next stop also cannot, so wasted so much waiting for da driver to fix it...damn it...so we hafta go out by da front door...wastage of time...freak ! hahaz...nvm reached home at bout 5.30 liddat...haiz...den bathe den eat den online lor...hahaz...tt's all for today...=)
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TuEs...

2004-10-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Well...as u can see...changed my blogskin again...to simple plan's...did this ysd nite, pls make some comments at the tag-board pls...thx hehe...hmm...bout today..no skool, coz moderation day...hope tt i can promote to sec 3 next year...also hope tt i can be wif my buddies in da same class...if not tt wuld be very sad...hahaz...actually wanted to play tennis today, but can't find any court so...no tennis for me today...hahaz...kinda miss tennis coz long time nvr play already...hmm...took some photos of my shoe jus now ( the photos are up there)...hahaz...wif the world peace logo drawn on it...hahaz...copyright...too bored...nth to do...can anyone find something to kill my boredom...hahaz

YiPee...

2004-10-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

YiPeEeeeeee....WoooHooo...Y a Y !!! Hahaz...im jus too happy...coz i got a new downloading program which u go and find the band or artists u wan...den u download...but it's not jus the songs...IT'S THE WHOLE ALBUM !!! Haha...now i got SIMPLE PLAN'S NEW ALBUM-'Still not getting any'...GREEN DAY'S ALBUM-american idiot... and GOOD CHARLOTTE'S NEW ALBUM-The Chronicles of Life and Death 2004...YaY !!! well...im still downloading more...hahaz...so guys if u wan those songs...come and find me...i'll defintely send it to u kie?...leave a msg at the tag-board to inform me...hahaz...Of all the albums...i like simple plan's album the most...all the songs are so nice...hahaz...sumore today is the release date and i got it already...hehe...Alrite...let me tok bout today...hmm...today went to esplanade...maths and english trail...i tink it's a post-examination activity...boring lar...on the way there was listening to my MD...but afta a short while, no more batt. Freak sia...hahaz...so didn't listen lor...den at the esplanade was moving frm stations to stations....so boring sumore my team-mates are so boring one...hahaz...can't play or have fun wif them...i mean if im wif one of my buddies...the trip wuld be more exciting...or maybe memorable for me...haha...didn't contribute at the ques in da 'game' at all...haiz...sort of feeling guilty...haiz...okie...den afta the trip went to WM again...wif weina, XQ and huiyi...wif sum of my other classmates...walk walk den go to KFC there chit-chat...den ate den went home...haiz...boring...this week is the last week of the year already...haiz...so sad coz surely gonna split up...sad...so gonna treasure this week wif all my classmates...hahaz...okie...gonna stop here now...bye =)
(kept repeating the simple plan's song...hehe)

YsT aNd tOdAe...

2004-10-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

Ysd...had steamboat to celebrate benson's advance birthday...hahaz...21 years old liao he...hahaz...hmm, long time nvr had steamboat...hehez...den afta eating...decided to go out...den decide for a long time...we decided to catch a movie..."The Grudge"...so went to westmall wif my neighbours, sis and 'god-bros'...we catch the 11.20pm time-slot...I myself dun really dare to watch the movie...hahaz...but still went to watch it...hmm..the movie was scary of coz...hahaz...it was based on the movie 'Ju-on' one of the scariest japanese movie...hmm...throughout the whole movie, i was closing my eyes...hahaz...didn't really dare to look at the screen...coz the sound itself is already very scary...hahaz...everyone who watched ju-on or the grudge will noe wad is the sound like...really scary...hahaz...afta the movie...it was already 1 am...so benson drive us home...haiz...can't forget abt the scences of the movie...had a hard time trying to sleep yst...haiz...next time no more scary movie for me already...hehe...aite stopping here...bye =)

eScApE tHeMe pArk...

2004-10-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

Woohooo...todae went to escape...at bout 10.30 liddat meet my frens at westmall den go 2gther to the theme park...hahaz...the journey there was so long...summore i was havin my sneezing fit lor...hahaz...so quite moody, but reached there liao mood change coz having fun there mar...the first ride was called 'flippers' hahaz...new ride...afta the ride, sum of them cannot tahan liao...dizzy and puking liao...hahaz...but nvm...we still continue...den took the pirate ship den almost everything lah...i shall only state the fun-ner part...hmm...the wet and wild...well...we took many of tt ride...espacially me and huiyi...hahaz...on the journey of the ride...we kept playing wif water...splashing each other...until the wrkers there scold us...hahaz...but we didnt listen to them...still play...den tt huiyi kept splashing water at me...still put on my hair...den make my hair...style it...dunno play wad shampoo...lolz...so dirty...hahaz...den the next one was go kart...i was told to go first...den as usual, very thrilling...and i got 1st, yay! hahaz...den while stoping there, jialing was behind me...den she dunno y drive so fast den bang me...and it was a hard impact...i was in da car and was pushed forward for bout 4-5 metres infront...and ppl were like ' woooh...ooohh...' hahaz...den panasonic was also very thrilling...hmm...den play play play until 7 liddat den sum of our frens cannot go back too late...sso they left first den left me and huiyi only...so we went to eat orange julius...or BK...den we took pics...( the pics are below) den took many types of pics...hahaz...any kind of pic also take...very very fun...hahaz laughing all the way...sum cannot show...coz abit censored...hahaz...kie...stoppin here...very very tired

hahaz...FUCK !!! using fries to make it lei...nice ah...hahaz...we're jus playful lar...

EwWww...smelly leg...hahaz...my leg and huiyi's leg...nth betta to take...

Yeah...we rawkz...hahaz...cool pose eh? hahaz...

Yum...yummy...strawberry smoothie...huiyi on da left me on right...

Im gonna post on this few...hahaz...the rest not gonna post coz very ugly...

Formal

2004-10-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

HaHa...finally gotten our class photos...up there is the formal, informal and candid photos...2A2 rAwKz...hehe...alrite...today is the last last ppr for EOY liao...which is art lar...so went out to celebrate lor...went to jurong point and lot 1 wif Xiaoqing, weina and huiyi...went to jurong point walk walk...den go take neoprints...didn't wan to post coz very ugly...and my frens doesn't allow me to post it...saw wad very ugly...hahaz...we didn't pose much lar...jus sit there only...like dumb...hahaz...coz we dun wan to act cute buay cute mar...hehez...but added lotsa of stuff on the pic...den tt XQ go put a bunny on my lap...looks so dumb lor...hahaz...nvm...everything was in sucha mess...we're like screaming lor...hahaz...like nvr take photo b4 like tt...hehez...den afta taking the photos went to walk walk again lor...den go lot 1 becoz WN wan to meet her frens den we also go there buy nadirah's bday present...den also walk walk walk...till 5 plus den go home...den dunno who decided to go escape tmrw to play...so decided to go lor...coz huiyi and xiaoqing nvr go b4 mar...den actually i dun wanna go one..coz go so many times liao...den gettin bored of it liao mar...but as frens, i accompany them go lor...wif other of my classmates lor...hopefully tmrw will be a fun day for us =D but the four of us...weina nvr go...dunno wad happened also...den dun force her lor...nvm lar...okie...stoppin here for todae...will update again tmrw for the trip...hope tt i can update things tt are memorable...hahaz...bye =)

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Candid

2004-10-19T21:35:00.001+08:00

informal

2004-10-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

ExAmS aRe OvEr...

2004-10-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

Wassup y'll........
EXAMS ARE ALL OVER !!! YAY !!! It's time to celebrate...hahaz...but dun be too elated yet...coz the worst is still yet to come...which is the results...ah...who cares...hehez...Hmm...todae had home econ and science ppr...eh...home econ was very easy...all based on basic knowledge...hahaz...science...alrite lar...jus afew ques dunno how to do...afta the ppr went to westmall wif huiyi...she needs to get her art materials...aiyah she will have no worries at all coz she have talent in art...but i don't hahaz...sad...so let's hope tt tmrw's ppr wun be in a mess for me...hahaz...afta tmrw's ppr...can relax liao...yay! hahaz going out tmrw to celebate...haven decide where to go yet...will make up the decision tmrw...okie dokie...stoppin here...hafta do my art alrdy...byebye =)
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SuNdAy aFtaNooN...

2004-10-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

Sunday aftanoon...Hmm...nth much to tok bout...eh...changed blogskin again...to black eyed peas...one of my fav.bands...didn't consider to change one...but the greenday pics dun seem to work...sumthing's wrong...haiz...such a pity...my fav. band's pic yet cannot wrk...next time when im free again den change again lah...use this for temporaily...also quite nice mar...hahaz...Haiz...tmrw having science and home-econs ppr...boring...home econ is based on basic knowledge one...like my fren said,"when you wan to eat just eat i dunno why goverment still want us to learn about msg and wad vitamin...stupid right..." hahaz...quite true...lolz...kiex...
afta tmrw's ppr can celebrate liao...coz tues only left wif art...yay! alrite gonna stop here...bye =)
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ExAmS...

2004-10-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

Saturday.Saturday.Saturday.Early in da morning woke up to go to sch as per normal...though it's a saturday...sian...dun feel like getting my body out of the bed actually...was darn tired...haiz...but no choice...had Geog and Lit ppr today...Geog.Geog.Geog. im doomed man...my hopes for getting into a Geog class is shattered...dun have confidence in this ppr at all...half-way through the ppr...i have a song playing in my mind...which is simple plan's welcome to my life...it kept playing over and over again in my mind...so didnt concentrate on the ppr...was staring into the blank...den looked at the clock to see...realised tt there is not much time left...so quickly continue the ppr...wasted bout 10-15 mins concentrating on the song...haiz...now i noe my mistake...nvr listen to songs b4 the exams or while u're revising...haha...okie...for Lit...eh overall it was 50:50 as well...dunno can pass anot...haiz...Alrite afta the ppr went home lor...actually wan go westmall de...but frens all say wan go home study coz mon still have 2 more ppr...so didn't go lor...went back home...boring...switch on the com den use...And change my blogskin...well actually only the pics...changed to GREENDAY'S pic...very cool...hehez...and change some of the colours lor...Alrite i tink tt's abt all for today...bye =)
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green

2004-10-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

AmEriCaN iDiOt...GrEeN dAy!!! Ah...my fav..gonna get the cd afta exams..hehe..Hmm...now exam week and im still here using the com...hahaz...no lah...jus use for awhile mah...okie...had maths paper today...overall the paper difficulity is 50:50 lor...jus tt some i dunno how to do...hope tt i can pass...*pray hard* tmrw having Geog and Lit paper...haiz...Geog Geog Geog...i haven been doing well for Geog...so tmrw's ppr is very very very important to me...coz if i wanna get into a Geog class...den i must pass tmrw's ppr very well...haiz...sad...betta study hard for it...den for Lit...eh...also must do very hard for it coz every subjects counts...i have to pass english and 2 other subject in order to promote to sec 3...*stressed man* aRgGggg...* monday still have home econ and science pprs...tues last ppr...ART ! Haha dunno whether can make it for art anot...no talent in drawing mar...can't draw...hope on tues it wun be a mess...hehe =P

Aite...gtg and study now...haiz...warm weather...can't concentrate ....hehez...byeybe =)

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dAnCiNg iN tHe mOonLiGht...

2004-10-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

Song: Dancing in the moonlight
Artist: Toploader

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
it's a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

everybody here is out of sight
they don't bark and they don't bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
it's such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you can't dance and stay uptight
it's a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
it's such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we get it on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
it's a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
it's such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

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Dancing in the moonlight !!! Beautiful song...though it's quite an old song already...but it has been one of my favourites...Finally i have song in my blog already...u can look at the lyrics while listening to the song playing...=D enjoy !! Alrite...bout this few days...hmm...nth much actually...yesterdae...finally subscribed SCV...now got more variety of show to see liao...hahaz...kept watching mtv and some other channels...hahaz...but can't watch much...coz exams are coming !! haiz...have to study hard for it man...boring...k gtg...ciaoz =)
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mOviE...

2004-10-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

Okie...bout todae...hmm...afta sch had maths test...ppr 2...not end-of-year...jus a class test...hmm..overall the paper is okay lah...jus tt quite a few ques didn't noe how to do...dunno whether can pass both papers anot...*pray hard*...if fail...surely get scolding frm teacher...aite...den afta the test...went to watch movie again...watched Wimbledon...wif noriza and huiyi...once again...wif huiyi again...hahaz...have been watching alot of movies wif her already...hahaz...okie...so bought our tickets...and den popcorn and drinks...went into the theater liao lor...we were actually late...we bought the tickets jus 3-5 mins b4...hahaz...hmm...the show...very nice...coz it's about TENNIS !!!! so it's a 'must watch' for me...lurve tennins mah...hehez...quite nice lah the show...eh...alot of tennis matches and love story...hahaz...i give it 4/5 stars...the additional one star is becoz i like TENNIS matches !!! hahaz...fanatic of tennis now...hahaz got influenced afta watching every movie...hahaz...den afta the movie...went to buy my pen...den went to libary...see see...den sat at the childerns section...den there one one malay young boy...he kept peeping at the 3 of us...hahaz...like wanna play wif us like tt...den si down there...frm behind...he threw bits and pieces of dunno wad thingy on us...and his aiming was so good sia...he threw those things on us right on our head...each of us was hit by it...luckily is wasn't painful...if not we're going to be nasty...hahaz...den he kept looking at us...hahaz...so cute...den when leaving the library...he sneaked behind us...like sending us away like tt tt...hahaz...kept following us...i tink he was having fun too...he kept similing...hahaz...okie...den afta all tt we didnt realise it was already 6 pm...so quickly pack up and den went home liao...reached home at abt 6.30pm...hahaz so late...luckily parents didn't scold coz the day b4 i have already informed them...okie...i tink tt's abt all for today...bye =)
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WeLcOmE tO mY LiFe...

2004-10-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Song: Welcome to my life
Artist: Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

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A song by simple plan...it's really a nice song...meaningful to me...very true...hmm...okie, today had chinese paper 1 and 2...and im rdy to FLUNK it...hahaz...it's okie...didn't study for it...it's like tt lars...once u lose interest in the subject...u will jus leave it alone...true...hahaz den afta tt went to Jurong point wif noriza and huiyi...ate long john silver...den ate the meal tt is wif the corn one...den the corn was so juicy...the moment i bite it...the juice spurts out...and it spurt onto noriza's face...hahaz...sorry eh...so didn't eat all of it...left it alone...den afta eating went shopping...walk walk...actually wan to buy the dog tag at 77th street one...but it cost $8.90...so expensive...hahaz...so didn't bought it...den afta tt we went to pet shop...saw many dogs and cats...so cute...hahaz den afta all tt went home liao lor...boring...jus now have headache...had a short nap...den woke up...alrite shall stop here...bye =)
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